In my early 10 years of life I was very independent I would always love to make dinner for my self I would stay home alone I mean that's Normal for a Mexican young lady my parents were drug dealers so I wouldn't see them much we definitely we're good financial wise but in relationship wise they didn't love me I was put into a school named Carl elementary I had two best friends normal for a 5th grader my name was melody my best friends names where Carly, and Cristian I guess I was not that popular but who cares I had a little crush on a guy name Caleb he was soo cool he was like one of my best friends the only problem was he was a foster child turned out my best friend Carly liked him and became jealous of our relationship I tried explaining that we were just friends her knowing that I've liked him for Very long she ended up becoming my enemy I mean at least I still had Caleb and Christian what could go wrong that summer Caleb asked out Carly it was ok even thought I still liked him vary much he eventually turned on me and when with Carly at the beginning of the school year of 6th grade my best friend Christian had to move to Minnesota so that left me with no friends it didn't help that the most popular girl and boy both hated me Carly and Caleb it broke my hart to just let all my friends just go like that that make me not like Caleb anymore he just wasn't my type I met this new guy Christopher he was just so nice to me but I didn't like him turned out he liked me I mean he was cute and nice so when it was the time when he asked me out I said yes I know I made a mistake because I really didn't like him but he was popular and maybe I could get new friends it was really shallow of me and I still feel bad to this day