✓ fierce, 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗻 𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗯𝘆

𝖋𝖔𝖚𝖗

♤

I woke up from the noise of the black birds tweeting, Finn groaned rolling over and slamming his head into the pillow with his arm hanging off the bed. I got out of bed pulling on my panties and clipped my bra and walked to the window:closing it. I climbed into the warm bed and lied my head on Finns back and pecked a kiss on it.

He spun himself around so I placed my head on his abs and he pulled me so I was straddling him and I lied down with my head in the crook of his neck "my baby girl" Finn said drawing shapes on my back I smiled and kissed his jaw. I watched him get his cigarettes out of his blazer pocket which was on the floor and lit his match "may I have one?" I asked "since when do you smoke?" Finn asked "since you smoke like a train I want to try it" I replied he chuckled "no I don't want you smoking" Finn said and inhaled some of the cigarette, I opened my mouth and he blew it into my mouth I took it back and blew it out.

I rested my head back down on his chest and he placed his arm around me. I put my right leg over Finns left leg "umm" I said with Finn rubbing my back John walked in he was only in his boxers I sat up and he passed me Karl "I need sleep fucking bastard kept me awake" John said rubbing his eyes "he's only a little baby" I replied "devil child" John replied and laid Karl on my chest and placed one hand under his bum and the other one on the back of his head. He snuggled into my neck and I rubbed the back of his legs, the boys kept watching me in shock "it's not hard to settle a baby you juts have to know what to do" I said "I don't even know how to hold it" John replied "Him hold him, hold Karl" I said he put his hand up in surrender.

"Your daddy's the bastard isn't he" I said to Karl and John and Finn laughed. John sat down next to Finn and grabbed one of his cigarettes and handed Finn another one and they both lit them using the same match. "What's it like being a dad?" Finn asked him "stressful we've had Him a day" John said I laughed. Ellie walked in and saw us all and she walked to me and crouched down next to me and went to my ear "Lucy's in town, and she's bragging that she owes you money" Ellie whispered I looked at her "where?" I mouthed she shrugged "how have you found out?" I whispered "Tommy's told me not to tell you" she whispered "fuck" I said frustrated.

Ellie grabbed Karl like I did. She nodded to me so I got up and grabbed what ever clothes I could find and ran into the bathroom and closed the door I changed into the usual white button up and black skirt with a black cardigan,I washed my face and brushed my teeth and hair, I pulled on my black heels and walked out of the bathroom. "Where are you going?" Finn asked me "I'll be home a bit late" I said and opened Finns underwear draw and threw him a pair of boxers which he slipped on under the duvet "so you did shag last night" John said "fuck off john" Finn replied and I searched through his draws.

I found a 40 caliber pistol so I checked the barrel it was loaded. "you can put that back now" Finn said I closed the door and turned around and they saw the pistol "I have some business to attend too I'll be back late" I said and Finn nodded to John who walked to me "You ain't going anywhere" John said and I pointed the gun to his head "I fucking am" I replied he didn't each flinch so I cocked it, "John please move" I begged him so he did and Finn stood there and he moved his head to the end of it.

"Put the gun down" Finn begged me so I lowered it "Give it to me" he begged me again snaking his hands slowly down my left arm looking into my eyes and he gripped the gun and I relaxed my grip and he took it from me and threw it to John. "I love you" Finn said "I love you more" I replied and he pecked my lips. "Amnesia Tommy wants you at the Garrison alone" Ellie hinted at me I nodded to her "Tommy can wait" Finn said pulling me to him I smiled "let me see what Thomas wants then I'm all yours" I said he nodded and let me go.

I walked down stairs and saw Arthur,Michael,Isaiah and Thomas in the kitchen "shit" I mumbled and ducked a little "we all saw you" I heard Michael say and I stood up and walked into the kitchen. "I need a favour" I said and they all looked at me "I need a gun of some sort" I whispered "what business do you have with a gun?" Thomas asked stubbing out his cigarette, "protection when I'm not with Finn or anyone" I lied "isn't your thing bottling people?" Isaiah asked me "what if I can't find a bottle or any sort of glass?" I asked "your not having a gun end of story" Arthur said so I walked to the kitchen draw and opened it and found a knife and took it out.