Anika's Emotions- A shivika oneshot

Anika's POV

Why?

Why?

Why?

This was the only question whirling in my brain when he accused me of Prinku's marriage. There were a number of whys and what's in my head.

Why did he accuse me?

Why was I always accused for anything that happens in this house?

What wrong did I do?

Why is God always punishing me like this?

Why me?

Why?

Was I that bad?

Tears start to form in my eyes and my mind was throwing a lot of questions at me. Just because I am not rich and doesn't belong to this society, that doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants. I am a human and I too have feelings. Just because I love him that doesn't mean he can use me as his punching bag. I too have self-respect, Pride and dignity.

Did he ever trust me?

                                                   TRUST

Even though it is a small word it has a very big meaning and emotion in it. Well it made us sometime cross hardships but this trust tore  us apart Many times. It was always i who trusted him but he never trusted me.

After marriage i thought the trust between us will increase but it brought even more distance between us. He was the one who forced me into this marriage but acts like as if I had forced him to do this. I thought at least he had faith in me that i will never do something that will break this family but as soon as he finds something wrong he points his finger at me. I thought i became a part of this family when he married me but now i understand that i was a never a part of this family. I am just a stranger in this family. At least if he had proofs that were correct i would have convinced myself that he had proofs and we were just starting our journey of love but no a person comes from nowhere and just says he 👀 saw me releasing Prinku and he believes him and starts accusing me just because he has a surname whereas I dont. Huh seriously thinking abt it only makes it so lame but he accused me. He thinks I under him and listen and bear silently whatever he says but no i don't even want too be under the same roof where he is. I want to shout at him that Mr........ No I dont want to utter his name nor see his face right now but i just want to say Mr... how did u come to this conclusion any context, any true proof on your wife sry ex-wife. Yes I have signed the divorce papers. I left them one hr ago and I don't know abt what they are fighting at. Probably all the elders and shivaay  started accusing med and  OmRu defending me and dadi standing there helplessly staring at them or trying to stop them from fighting. I started packing my things.

Today i thought our new life was going to start so I brought u Anne to write my feelings from the first day and one recollect all those precious memories while reading u. I never thought something like this would happen in my first day of our journey of love and be my first dairy entry. I think this incident is good in one way. It made me realize the devil inside him which I forgot from my love for him. I could have put a case against him and make his reputation bad or give the videos of my forced marriage which omru collected but my heart ❤ did not let me do that. Stupid heart. So I am leaving him. So Mr..... goodbye forever.

wife of Mr(she strikes it off)

Ex-wife of Mr....

P.S.

I left the divorce papers in his imp delegate contract papers so that it would serve him right. Let the world 🌎 know our break up. I will not let him blackmail me again.