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Chapter 10 - Feelings Revealed

A/N: I swear if I mess up on this I don't want anyone hating me I am in the writing mood but I have no idea what to write normally it just comes to me as I type so hopefully I'll start soon so how was the questionnaire I did answer all your questions didn't I?

So there is Kaos over there I WANT A BANNER OF HIM AND PETE, MAKE ME ONE PLEASE!!! So there will be drama in this chapter or not but I am looking forward to TJ and his words of wisdom yes I got it.

Dedi to TheAlev for the new cover thank you darling.

Peter

I regret everything, I truly messed up. I am one of the biggest fools out there maybe I should end it all just from this cliff and take my pathetic life and then everyone will be okay, everything will be okay. I can save myself but I won't I'll just crash into the rock and end it all and then maybe everything will be ok, my only regret is leaving my brother and Kaos. I don't deserve Kaos after what I did.

I am a sorry excuse for a mate, an unworthy Raja and I should be stripped of my powers and left bleeding in the dessert. My actions made me realize my feelings but now it's too late and I can't change the past well I can but I refuse to meddling could make things worse and I can't bear to be the cause of more pain so I will end it now. This happened 2 hours ago.

Flashback

For a split second or maybe it was a minute I forgot everything, seeing him made everything disappear. I'm standing here staring at him and I can't help but think of everything we had been through and all I want to do is kiss him and maybe just maybe forget everything and leave with him all I ever wanted was Keith and now I have him once more.

I jump on him wrapping my legs around his waist and I smash his lips to mine, expecting that familiar feeling but I feel nothing. How is this possible? Oh yeah cause I have a mate. What have I done? Am I an idiot, sure I loved Keith, but I have Kaos I feel something for him but could possibly be love? Is it love? I don't think I can face them but I have to.

I slowly get down from Keith dreading turning around. They will all hate me and I would rather have that than have one person cursing my existence............. Kaos. I slowly turn and I feel like crying my twins face is unreadable, Barbaro looks mad and Kaos at first it was anger and then it was a broken look and I cant bear it I don't want to hear him say. So I left.

-          End of Flashback –

You see I am not worth it, I shouldn't live anymore. I guess it's because I wanted a reaction from Kaos other than dominant as$hole, I shouldn't have kissed that kid then Keith, I'm an whore of a mate. I should do it, I should jump. All this time all I have done is be a pain, let my friends get kidnapped, continuously hurt my mate and now hurt everyone I truly care for. This is the end.

"Goodbye T tell Kaos that he was always the one." With that I jump.

Kaos

It's been hours since he left and I am worried sick I know he kissed Keith and it broke me, but I didn't kill Keith for Bárbaro's sake and it wouldn't even make sense to hurt him when he had no clue what was happening. What is worse is that Keith hardly has his memories just snippets so I can't hold it against him.

I can't be without him and I need him I truly love him and if he were to be taken from me I would be driven mad with grief. He is my breath of fresh air and my light in the darkness that is my soul without him I am nothing. A bit sappy and cliché but I can no longer laugh at love books and films because I am now in the same position because everything I feel is real and true and from the depths my icy cold heart I mean every word.