My Pestilent Breakdown

Given Up

She told herself "Get over it!" just grow up

But she felt like giving up

Her medication was messing with her head

Causing nightmares while she was in bed

She told herself "they're not real"

but they showed exactly how she'd feel

She told herself "stop this pity party" no one wants to know

They all have their own worries, but no one wants to show

You may feel comfortable with that, but they don't want to hear

While it helps relieve you it causes them a tear

A trigger is all it takes to make that one mistake

A scarf around her neck she thought "fuck it, what the heck"

She told herself "Get over it!" just grow up

But as she said that she had just given up