Forget Him

-12-

After what happened yesterday I went to my room and cried myself to sleep

My head is ready to explode

 He made me feel so pathetic and useless he was able to control me in a matter of minutes

 But I can't panic over him 

I get back into focus and get ready for school 

I step over Yeontan sleeping comfortably in his little bed, I head to my mirror and lean close to it

Scanning my neck, slowly brushing my cold fingertips at the bruises left behind 

There's no foundation I can put on because my mom and I don't even wear makeup like that 

I clench my fist 

I can't believe I'm actually in this situation  

I open my table drawer aggressively and pull out a fluffy, thick tan scarf and wrap it around my neck 

It's not even cold outside ill look suspicious  but I can't risk my mom finding out if she asks ill say its some new fashion statement 

I sigh heavily 

I'm an Idiot 

I leave my room, Jin's at work so I won't even run into him and my mom is sleeping 

What a complete idiot I've become after these few days, Jin has taken absolute control of my way of thought he's all I ever think now. I can still feel his wet lips tracing the side of my ears so gently. 

I start to shake my head and squish my cheeks together

 Forget about him (y/n)

I walk out of the apartment and I can't get it out of my head not only what Jin did but what Jimin said. 

"Your mine, Kitten" 

My throat closes and gets dry 

What if he's hurt? He must be so confused about what happened yesterday

Kitten... 

My face heats up 

[10 Minutes Later] 

I'm close to the school's fence and I see mini Red haired Jimin leaning on the brick wall 

God, he looks so hot .....  

I shuffle fast to the entrance trying to avoid his Hawkeye I don't want to get his attention

It didn't work 

"(Y/N) COME BACK HEREEEEE" he sprints to me and wacks my head with a rolled school newspaper 

"YAAAA" I yell at him rubbing the back of my head

I glace at him he was carrying a stack of newspapers with one arm he sets them down next to him

Turns me around making me face him 

He furrows his brows and grabs me by my shoulders

"(y/n) what happened yesterday?? You freaked me out..what's wrong (y/n)" his charming smirk that I remember so well drops to a droopy frown 

I stay quiet and let my head drop I don't want to see him

I can feel my eyes getting watery, I pull my scarf up to my face and sob quietly

He reaches for my hands covering my face with the scarf 

"(Y/n) your crying..." he lets out softly he bring his hands down to my waist and pulls me towards him and he buries his face on my shoulder 

I panicked and pushed him off me, immediately holding my scarf onto my neck tightly 

 I don't want him to see the hickeys on my neck, I don't want to see him hurt, I know he likes me I don't want him to be in pain  

His eyes widen and he furrows his brows again and clenches his jaw 

I can tell he's grinding his teeth together 

He reaches for my wrist and yanks them off my neck pulling my scarf off harshly 

He grabs my chin gently and moves my head to the side 

I bite my lip and close my eyes and I feel his trembling hand tracing the hickeys 

I peek at him, his face is blank...

SOooOOOooo I was gone a long time hehehehe welp im back and full of time now :))