I get an odd feeling a feeling I hate. I was being stared at. The type of stare that you can feel burning your back.
I bite my bottom lip and look around the crowd scanning every face.
I found him, Jimin, I locked eyes with him. He tilted his he...
The car ride home couldn't be any longer I can feel myself shaking I'm nervous...
Do I tell my mom what Jin did? If I do everything would be a complete mess I mean everything.
We finally get home and Jin doesn't say a word to me he doesn't even apologize for harassing my mouth.
I get out the car slowly and drag myself to the apartment. I hear Jin's heavy shuffles behind me as he follows.
I enter our little apartment, I see my mom wrapped in a blanket curled like a little ball in our couch sleeping so soundly.
I clenched my fist looking at her she doesn't have the slightest idea how bad things have gotten.
I bite my lip gently since I can feel a bruise I can't cry now not yet. I go to my room quickly and I feel him staring the hairs on the back of my neck jump.
I turn I see him reaching for my wrist I can feel his hand starting to shake. The look he's giving me he looks so low so far from himself he looks so sorry...
I slowly back up from him I actually feel guilty for him I want to brush his cheek and tell him its fine
My palms start to sweat...i hate him...he's made me conflicted...
I walk as fast as I can to my room slam my door shut and lock it.
Tears of pain slowly run down my cheeks leaving me so weak and frail. The first tear rolled down breaking free and the rest followed.
I drooped, pressing my palms to the floor, a sharp aching pain shoots through my chest
"Im-m the worst..." I curl to a ball I cant WHY WHY (Y/n) WHY CANT YOU SPEAK UP FOR YOURSELF WHY DO YOU LET IT CONTINUE LIKE THIS
"Please god please don't let me have feelings for someone who causes such pain, please god help me..."
I'm running my trembling hands through my hair trying to calm myself down from this war with myself
I'm suffocating with each breath I take
I can't forget him
The kiss is playing in my head over and over again
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Mr. Worldwide Handsome looking so droopy and sad :((
