Entry 21

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November 3, 2014

Gerard's funeral was today...I'm not doing so well...I've started cutting again...They put me on anti-depressants but they're just making me worse. Gee's last words, the ones before he was shot, keep playing in my head:

"After I give you your last present, I'll sing the song..."

I found a recording of him singing it...he was practicing and Mikey recorded it for fun...I keep listening to it on repeat, relishing his beautiful voice...I hear him sometimes...His laugh, his sarcasm when I wear someone 'hideous' in his opinion...

I miss him so much...

~Frank

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