Little Black Dress

You never change,do you?!

I wake up with a headache that seems like my head is going to blow up in a few seconds,i switch the alarm off and throw the covers on the floor with anger.

I'm still thinking about last night's scene with Harry and me in the elevator.This memory keeps comming in my head like last night and seriously i didn't even sleep.

Why did he react like that?It's makes me feel like a total shit,that i'm just a dirty cloth that Harry made a mistake on to have fun.I feel strange too because when i have sex with a boy,later in the morning it's all finished but Harry is a mysterious boy,full of secrets.And then his charming kiss and our bodies pressed against each other.It makes me feel a lot of excitement just to think about it,at the end of the day,i want an explanation.

But how can i talk to him?When?Shall i wait or go for it?

I try to go and take a long shower to take off Harry's taste from my lips,it's like i'm attracted to him and from the first moment i can't do without it.I need to know.

I get out of the shower and wrap my body in my blue towel and i dry my hair.I decide to put my hair in a messy bun,i get dressed and apply a bit of make-up.I return in my room to make the bed,i find my mobile under the bed and prepare my books for university today.

I go down stairs to drink something because i'm not really hungry,i go into the kitchen and open the maxi fridge.I get the fruit juice and poor it in the glass,i sit on the high chair and sip it slowly and that's when the images of last night come knocking in my head.

"-Goodmorning."Anne sings with a very big smile on her face."-Do you have a tablet for headaches?"i ask and she nods getting them in the cupboard."-Are you ok?"i roll my eyes looking at her with dead eyes."-What do you think?"i say with an angry voice.

"-Sorry,i was just asking stupid."Anne sits next to me with a bowl of cereals,Diana comes down with a tired face and she grabs a tablet too taking it without water.

"-Fucking hell...this headache is killing me!"she holds her head and sits next to me too."-The party was amazing last night!"Anne says with a mouth full of cereals.

"-Yeah it was..i really liked the song that the boys sang and i loved Harry.."Diana admits with a cheeky grin,Anne notices my expression of anger and sadness but she doesn't say nothing.Am i jealous?!

"-Who did you take home last night?"Diana asks me and i turn up to look at her."-A guy."Diana raises an eyebrow."-That's it?"Diana asks and i nod.

"-Girls,after school shall we go to the club for a meal."Anne offers getting her bag."-Sure and this time i will pay,ok?"they both nod and i get my bag."-Why aren't you ready yet?"i ask Diana still tired and looks like a zombie.

"-Girls,you go because my actually tired and sick!"she explains covering her face."-You didn't even go yesterday!"i shout lifting her chin up.

"-It was your birthday and you didn't go too."she points out and i roll my eyes."-But i'm going today even if i'm sick too,you little princess."Diana looks confused.

"-Nervous are we?"Diana asks."-It's not your fucking buisness,Dee!"i spit storming out of the kitchen leaving my two best friends shocked.

"-What the fuckinh wrong with you,Li?!"Anne shouts behind me.I walk out of the big biulding and take fast steps so,Anne won't reach me.

"-I'm talking to you!"she grabs my arm and i turn around with tears in my eyes."-Why are you angry?"a tear runs down my cheek and Anne wipes it."-Are you ok?"she asks and i nod.

"-Don't tell me...your dad?!"i shake my head to say no and Anne hugs me."-They don't call anymore and please..i don't want to talk about it,ok?"i warn Anne with a fake smile and she belives it,we walk to university hand in hand.