Little Black Dress

Miss Moving on

I run crying in our room,i feel confused and sick for what just happend.I grab my suitcase out and throw all my stuff and i get my needed objects like computer and mobile.I forgot to close the door so,i run to lock it and hear Dee's voice shouting and feet walk straight to the room."-Lisa open now!"Diana knocks the door like she is scared of someone following her behind.I wait for the air to calm down and open the door slowly,i walk in the front room with my bag and suitcase.Dee is sitting on the sofa with her hands on her face while,Harry is quiet at the edge of the room.

"-What's goin on?!"Diana asks noticing me with my red eyes."-Tell her,you bitch!"Harry spits."-I'm sorry.."that's the only words i can say so,i rush out not looking back at Diana's shocked face.I run to get the lift and let go a deep breath knowing that they won't follow me.

I'm walking to the train station alone with all the heavy stuff in my hands,the streets are always busy as usual even at night.I am thinking of my only hope destination which is San Fransisco.Mabye,i could stay at my mum's house and then when i find i place i will live in my new home.Luckly i got my money and put it safe in my bag,i make the que to get a only"away ticket to wonderland",San Fransisco.I cross my arms and stamp my foot many times while waiting,i think of tonight's kiss with Gavin which was a big mistake,me and Harry fighting again after months.I thought that this time would of worked good between us like a family waiting for it's little first baby arriving.I dreamed having a baby with Harry,i imagined the baby having his eyes,lips and way of doin things.

I never thought that after months Gavin could come searching for me only for tht idea of his.We already talked about our fail love story which went into broken glass but he wouldn't listen.I was even my fault by letting Gavin kiss me and i do,belive me,i do feel a shit and worse...like a bitch like Becca and Harry say.They are right.God.Harry.

"-How can i help you miss?"finally it's my turn and i take out my purse full of money,i look up at the old man staring at my pale face."-I ticket to San Fransisco with no return,please."i ask trying to make a fake smile but the man notices and shakes his head."-Running away from problems...."wow that old man knows his story."-Bad ones.."i add with a point of voice."-Your train goes now in five minutes."i take the ticket in my hand and stare at the still trains."-Thanks."i say walking away to my train to San Fransisco.

Harry's P.O.V.

"-Are you ok?"Becca asks as i stoke her long blond hair.Were hugging in my bed after a wild night with moans and pleassure."-Yeah."i say staring at the wall but totally lost thinking of Lisa.I wish it was Lisa inside my bed,our bed.I already miss her voice,kisses on the lips and her way of laughing when i wanted to make a good empression on Lisa.

Everything has failed.Again.This is all Gavin's fault,why did he come?How dare did he kiss and fuck Lisa while,i was plying with the boys?!This A must know everything to send you true texts.

"-What are you thinking about,Styles?"i get saved by my mobile ringing,it's Zoella."-Hello?"i say."-WHERE FUCKING ARE YOU?!"Zoella shouts,Becca listens and sits up.

"-What do you want?"i spit angry."-Lisa is missing!We've called everybody and searched everywhere!She isn't at home nor at university!"Zoella explains and i sit up too."-Did you call her?"i ask worried.God,please make that Lisa is ok...please.."-A million times.."i hear Dee talking at the background with someone."-We called the police and her parents are here."Zoella adds.

I wake up to a buzzing text while,i am talking to Zoella.

Were you sure to let her go?

-A

"-Harry?"i stare at the message once more and return to Zoella."-I'm comming in ten minutes."i say getting up."-No!Diana told me what happend and she doesn't want you here!Lisa would never do something like that!"Zoella shouts and puts the phone down on me.