I've made a really bad mistake and I need deadxly to hear this.
I'm sorry I didn't mean for you to take it that way. You're not the one that's making me feel useless and pathetic, I am. I thought that if I couldn't do everything I can for one person, that I would be just a huge mistake and I've felt that way for a long time. But this isn't about me, I care about you and you're a really amazing person, you probably didn't know that you make me feel better a lot. Just even you saying those nicknames make me smile, so please.. Please unblock me and let me talk to you because I like talking with you and I don't want to lose that. You're a great friend and I really don't need to lose that right now.
Please.. It wasn't your fault. I've felt like that ever since I've failed in saving one person. Give me another chance please..
Sincerely.. August.
