Thoughtful Words

Do You Know How I Miss You?

Do you know how I feel when my soul misses you..
Do you know how it hurts to miss you..
My heart sinks, and sinks, till there's nothing more..
But an empty feeling..
A sinking feeling; a hole in my chest..
A ghost pain that I can't even grasp;
it hurts so much to bare.
It all feel so heavy, to much to carry..
My tears lose their meaning after a while..
All the while I live, breath, laugh and smile..
and go on with my day.
With that ghost pain always following me around.
And all it takes is one word from you to take that emptiness all away.
No one but you can understand this ghost pain, for everyone has their own solutions..
But, the only solution I want is you..
Just to hear from you, just to hear your voice..
Just you.
Only you.

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How long the days stretch without you..
How lonely the nights feel without you..
I'm always looking for you, to talk to when anything happens..
Looking for you to console me..
To be happy with me..
To laugh with me..
To joke with me..
To love me..

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Do you know how it feels to miss you?
I can't even describe it..
I have no words for that emptiness that weighs me down..
And all everyone tells me is, "just a little more"..
"He'll get to you when he can."
or just ridicule me for it.
But all I need is you.
Your words triumph over everyone's.
I know.
I know why.
But, it still hurts in a way that's more painful than a physical pain.
Because, I love you more than life.
No one will ever miss you the way I miss you.
No one will ever hurt for you, or love you the way I do.

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In the end, all this is only bearable for one reason.
You Love Me.
And, you'll be back soon.

I Love You, Damien.