Thoughtful Words

Broken..Broken..

Some people asked me what my inspiration was for my previous piece, basically, I tried to recreate my feelings for My Marine, when I first fell in love with him.

I will incorporate him a lot.

K.

The tears I hid..

The tears that hide themselves
in my heart..
Memories being awaken,
when I see you walk out that door.

Broken..Broken..

All the times I asked for you,
all the times I needed you,
You walked out that door,
threatening to never come back.

Leaving me all alone.

Pleading, and begging;
did no good.
But I soon learned you always walked back inside,
more torn up than I was.
Or so you thought.

Never did anyone ask me how I felt,
How much it hurt,
How much it made me
want to scream;
How much I wanted it all to end.

The tears I held in,
The tears that hide themselves
in my heart..
Memories being awaken,
when I see you walk out that door.

Broken...Broken..

Always being consoled
by the one I feared the most,
having no choice but to accept the consolation.

Because, I'm broken..
when I feel nothing but lonesome.

Till you came into my life,
You held me high,
Carried my pain.

You made it all go away,
You stole away my pain;
By just listening to me.
By actually caring.

Your caring made me
break even more.
Making me feel vulnerable,
till I decided it was safe
to lean on to you.

Broken...Broken..

No one cared enough to care
No one cared enough to ask,
I needed the safe consultation,;

Because I'm broken
When I am feeling lonesome,
And I feel torn when you're
not here.

The worst feels over,
I feel I can breath again, without drowning in my own life..

Only when you're here
by my side;
Just stealing away my pain.
Holding me up high,

Caring for me, loving me,
Like the way I've never
been before..

Because, I'm broken,
When I am feeling nothing,
but lonesome..

Broken..Broken..

You fixed me and made me whole again.