As I look around, I see nothing but lost of hope. I've been though so much, and am still struggling to hold my head up instead of hanging it in brokenness, or hanging my neck by a rope.
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My days are spent crying.
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Thoughts of suicide.Â
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Fear and anxiousness from the moment the sun comes up.
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Until the moon then rises.
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Explaining this to someone, is pointless.  All you're going to get out of explaining something to someone is more judgment.
I tried giving hints to my father, and told a trustworthy aunt about my mental issues. Yet, i have not received any professional help.
But the question that taunts me is....
Why are their people who are selfish, and greedy, with a disgusting personality and soul, so happy when they don't deserve it ?
Iam the complete opposite of the things I see and hear people do, yet I'm stuck with an anti-peace life of endless suffering and emotional pain.Â
But the thought behind this discussion in my head, that scares me the most is....
What would happen if those same kind of people ...experienced suffering ?.....
What if something valuable was taken from them ?
Then will happiness remain in them ?
Who will they become like me ?
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HorrorA young woman who's been through hard times in her life, began to seek after people on social media who are happy with their lives with intentions to kill them or make them suffer.
