A young woman who's been through hard times in her life, began to seek after people on social media who are happy with their lives with intentions to kill them or make them suffer.
He then walked up to me, looking me dead in the eyes.
"Do you think this is some kind of GAME ?!!" He yelled.
I stood there with tears still rushing it's way down my face.
"Wipe your tears ! They don't mean anything ! You have no reason to be crying ! The next time I hear your school call me, I'm going to be very pissed." He said.
He then looked closely at me and asked, "what happened to your eye ?"
I replied, "Someone has thrown a lock at me, and it hit me in the eye."
"Put some ice on it then." He said while semi stomping out my room while cursing, swearing, and insulting me.
I gently walked towards my door to close it. When I turned around, I stood there.... Looking at the rope and chair prepared for me.
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Somehow I went into a deep mental void. Flashbacks of past events and even the most painful memories had flooded my mind. Coming back to reality, I realized I've been standing in this same exact spot for approximately five hours. The moon had risen. It was dark out. The chance to take my life was five feet away from me.
However, when I glimpsed out the window, I saw no stars. I saw nothing but darkness in an empty sky. Nothing but a beautiful glowing moon. As I starred at it ....questions began to flow in my brain. If I take my life as of now.... Will I go into the stars? Will I be reunited with my mother? Will there be nothing after this? Will I be reincarnated? Or will I drive my soul straight to a hell thats full of nothing but torture?.....
I laid down in my bed. I heard not even the smallest of noises. Only silence.
I fell asleep that night. Under the moon.
THE NEXT DAY
When my alarm awakened me, I forced myself out of bed to get prepared for the school day. I began to make my bed, when I then noticed my pillow was wet. I touched my face and felt a clear liquid on my hand. I then knew, I had been crying in my sleep again. I wiped my tears away with my shirt and carried on to get ready for school.
Once I finished getting ready, my father drove me school. When I entered the building, students and staff members were starring at me.
When I walked into my first class period, my teacher summoned me to her desk.
"The principal wants to see you in her office."
I turned back around, to head out the door and walk to the principal office. When I arrived, I heard the principal say, "Come in, and close the door, please Aurah."
