The Gambler's Son

Chapter 5

J A C E

I came to my office early this morning because I needed to get some paper work done before I do anything else. I had left Hazel home after I went over to her home and made love to her repeatedly with no regret in my heart. She made a feel something that I was trying not to face in my years of living she was like ice and I was the fire she was trying to throw out the flames. She makes me want to be good when I know I couldn't.

Last night was special to me I might have not tell her that but it felt like she had me wrapped around her little fingers and her wish was my command anything she wanted I would get for her with the snap of my fingers. She was mines to ruin, mines to protect, mines to love, and mines to marry.

Shit! See what I meant I never pictured seeing myself marrying anyone but here I am thinking of marrying her and making her my wife and the mother of my kids something I would want from her.

I stood up from my desk as I went to the break room to get my morning coffee as always when I heard laughing between a woman and man, I walked into it to see Brad again talking to what mines, I thought I showed him the first time to not talk to her that she was off limits but no he doesn't listen. When he saw me he cut the conversation short and quickly walked pass me and walked out going back to whatever he had to do.

I turned my focus back on Hazel I just she knew the reason why Brad would run but she didn't lookup to me.

"Morning." I said

But she didn't say anything I looked at her confusedly to why she was the one giving me the cold shoulders was it because I left early this morning, it couldn't be. I moved to touch her shoulder.

"Don't touch me."She clenched teeth.

What was wrong with her. I grabbed her by the forearm taking her roughly into my office as she tried to get loose I would hold tighter, once we made it to my office. I threw her inside and locked the door behind me. I won't tolerate disrespect from my female she will learn to obey and listen to me.

"What the fuck is your problem?" I yelled pulling her by the neck.

"You're my problem you jerk."She slapped me.

I heard the sound loud and I could feel the stinging sensation on my face I would have did something back to her but my father thought me never to raise a hand at a woman no matter how made they made you. I pulled her hair tightly in my fist as she cried out in pain.

"What the fuck do I do."I growled out.

"You, you took my virginity last night and you took it roughly you didn't even took your time I was saving myself for my husband you bastard."

I took my baby girl virginity I did the happy dance in my head as I smiled now I know for sure she is mines.

"Your smiling."She growled out pulling out my grip.

 I straighten up my tie trying to think of the best way to say this without making her upset even more but I couldn't find a better was so I said it as bluntly as it gets.

"I don't regret it." I shrug my shoulders , she had look astonished as I said it then I saw it was replace with anger then hurt. I didn't want to help her feelings I just wanted her to know I didn't regret that I look her virginity she was mines and only mines.

"You know what sir, good day to you."She said as she was about to walk out the door she turned around with tears falling down her face.

What have I done I didn't want t make her cry of course I didn't want to see my baby girl crying over something I said or do.

"I don't want you touch me again, only talk to me when it is work related, and who I talk to is none of your concern sir thank you very much."She cried out as she left slamming the door.

I palmed myself in the face with my hand. What did I just do? I shouldn't have said it the way I said it maybe I said it to stay forward like taking it didn't meant anything to me and of it meant something to me it meant that I was her first and I would be her last also.

I sat in my chair as I thought of ways I could make it up to get. But I couldn't think of anything at the moment and I didn't want call her in here already because I know she was already hurting I didn't want hurt her any more than I have had.

It was now time to go home and Hazel basically ignored me the whole day she was right when she said she would only do anything when it came to work related stuff so I would call her to hand me papers or file them or anything I could think of just so she could keep coming in my face all day her eyes were puffy and my heart broke knowing  I did this to her and myself now I was all alone.