||my own monster|| 💫

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Well now who could it be?
That lives inside of me ?

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Run ..... Run ...... Run...

The sound of splashing water and my uneven breathing is all I can hear in this quite night , few street lights help me make out my way

I dont know where I'm going, I just keep running to where ever my legs take me

Kill ....kill..... kill

" NO !!"

I stopped on my track, with shaky hands covering my ears

Don't listen ... Don't listen ..don't listen

"Leave me alone ! "
I dropped on my knees breathing hard and fast , feeling absolutely terrified

Kill ... kill .... kill...

I stared  screaming my heart out to block out The voice in my head

It's been like this ever since that damn night

I was caughing blood from how hard I was screaming , I was already crying

With my sore throat I quietly whispered

" who are you ? What do you want from me ?"

" I am you "

I jerked from my position and yelled once again

" NO YOU ARE NOT , I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE "

I looked around feeling mortified by the voice that's whispering to me

Now I'm fully a sobbing mess

" im a part of you ,I will always be "

"You can't get a rid of me "

Suddenly , my legs couldn't carry me anymore

My vision is fading away and I felt lightheaded and dizzy

The moment my body hit the ground

I saw a figure.......

It did look like me a lot ..........

"Please ... someone save me .."




I passed out after that

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