just another teen... (bvb fanfic)

telling about myself

"uhm no..." i blushed "but you typed..." Ashley fake frowned "sleep well girl" he said walking out and i was laying awake for a bit longer.. i was gonna tell them about myself tommorow over breakfast. and after that thought i was fast asleep.

the nezt morning i was gently woken up by Andy shaking my arm and saying "wake up cecilie breakfast is ready" his ice blue eyes gently and tiredly looking into mine "ok" i blushed. i got ready and put on my old bvb shirt my bff got me before she.. yea..

"nice shirt" Ashley smiled "thank you" i said and went to the fruit bowl to get an apple and cut it in four pieces i onle ate one of these. then istarted telling about myself "so.. i figured you'd probably like to know more about me right" i said shyly "yea" Cc said excited. "ok.. so when i was two years old both of my parents died in a car crash.. so i lived with my aunt until i turned 16 now i live in my own apartment, i was supossed to live there with my best friend... but.. she comitted.. suicide shortly before" i felt my eyes get watery but still continued "i like your band but didn't wanna meet you.. no offense cuz your awesome.. but i'm not" i smiled

i felt Ashleys eyes on my and he put a hand on my shoulder and i almost jumped out of suprisement. "would you mind telling why you only eat a fourth of an apple for breakfast?" he said sadly. i suddenly felt everyone's eyes on me " i'm.. just not hungry " "but your skin and bones..." Andy said "darling Ashley said i froze " uhm sorry" he then said " i didn't mean to.. anyways you should eat.." i ran to my room and locked the door

and layed face down to the bed, when i looked up i found Andy crawling in of my window i giggled then stopped myself "tell me why you freak out when ever ash call you darling please" he said sadly.

"beacuse that was what both of the guys who tried to rape me called me in the act.." i said coldly "now fuck off!" i shouted.. i looked up at Andy since he didn't move. he looked shocked and was that a tear on his cheek? i think it was "why are you just standing there?" i said "get out and leave me alone..."

Andy threw me over his shoulder again carrying me out to the others and told them "i guess that's why you starve yourself too?" jake asked " i don't starve" isaid coldly "i diet" how much do you weugh?" Ashley asked "uhm 86" i answered awkwardly all the guys dropped their jaws "you my girl is now going to recover and we will all help you" Jinxx said proudly