Cant understand

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Jennie's pov

Weve met..face to face

I was there crying on the park bench i cant take this anymore im been forced i hurt the one that i love but one wrong move on accepting his apologise he might be killed its better to stay away from him but i cant take this anymore!

"Are you crying~~" as i look it was a young boy who is so cute i smiled slightly

"Downt cwry noona~~" he said patting my lap and smiled

"Im junghyun how about you noona~" he said "i-im j-jennie" i said smiling at him wipping my tears away

"JUNGHYUN!! Come back here!!"i think his mother called him "i have to go noona bye downt cwry owk?" He is so cute i nod at him and he walk away

I stood up and start walking nowhere as soon i reached darkness it make me weak my legs shaking

"A-anyone He--" ahh i cant stand this i cant run my legs are weak anyone help

I was in the ground crying i cant stand this

And i feel someone carey me into the light as i look at him it was...

"Yoongi o-oppa?!" Its him...my childhood crush but nit now ofcourse

"Jennie what were you doing there you are crying in fear you made me worried" he said putting me down on the bench

"Worried??" I said while looking down "yes i am. Taehyung gonna kill me something happend on his gucc--i mean jennie" he stated yes taehyung call me gucci sometimes we both love gucci so much

"K-kasahamida o-oppa" i said and he smiled the gummy smile

"Ill take you home..." He said and i nod and let out my same smile like him

"Hey oppa is taehyung...ok at the day that im gone??" I said

Why that question jennie? Ofc. He is not

"Umm you already know that he isnt right?" He said and i nod slowly

We arrived then jisoo went out and shock at the sight of us two

"Oh suga i didnt expect you here whats up long time no see" jisoo unnie said and hug oppa

"Im fine jichu how is rose" he ask "she is fine" then a minute lisa got out and git shock but hapoy at the sight of yoongi

"Oppa!!" Lisa said and jumped to hug oppa

"Oooo lisa iv missed you" suga oppa said with a tight hug

"Lisa let oppa breath" i said giggling

"Opps mianhae oppa~" lisa said breaking the hug

"Your still cute lali.."suga oppa said pinching lisa's cheeks

"Kasahamida~"lisa said

"Sorry guys i wont take long im gonna go before the boys grow suspicous where am i bye guys" he said waving goodbye at us and leave

"Did i miss anything"rose just
came up nowhere

"Where have you been" jisoo unnie said

"Went on a date...just kidding i was just hanging out with jimin" rose said its like she is dreaming when he said jimin's name

Its been long she has a crush on jimin she never change and i thought they were together now but i guess this girl is shy

"Yeah you miss something yoongi oppa was here a minute  ago"lisa said coldly hehe my lali is back

"Seriously aww~~this is all jimin's fault"she said with a pouty face this girl

"You know what im shiverring here can we get inside" i said and they all nod

As we went inside rose squeled

"Eii i have a new shoes now hehe" she said "congrats to you." I said savagely ahh thats more me

And i memory pop on my mind at that is

Taehyung...

We met face to face

He hold my hand

I miss his touch

I miss his deep voice

And i miss my alien

"Hello..earth to jennie"lisa said snapping here fingers infront of me

"Wow you were savage a minute ago and you went to another planet which planet did you go mars?" Rose said

"No jupiter." I said sarcasticly and jisoo chuckle

"You know what i miss hanging up with my girls...what? Movie night?"he said wiggiling her eyebrow's

"Ahh! Jebal no SPG im still a kid you know i know that look unnie"lisa said covering her face

"No worries its not were gonna watch 'to all the boys i loved before'" jisoo said and just a blink lisa desapper she was in the couch ready to watch

Aish this girl never waits

••••••••

After we watch some 5 movies and its 2 in the morning the maknae's our asleep while me and jisoo is still awake

"So anything happend earlier?" She ask 'actually there is iv met taehyung face to face and he held my hand and i cry at the park and after darkness suround me and i cant feel my leegs and yoongi oppa helpe and went home thats all no big deal' i wish i could say that but all i can say is

"Nope"

"Ok then.." She said aish i cant lie to her

"You know i cant lie to you" i said looking at her

"Thats why...now tell me.."she said facing me

"Ok here it goes.." I said and tell her evrything about earlier

"Whoa i didnt know your afraid of darkness thats why you dont want the light turn off you should tell me about that and jennie...hefore you have a crush on yoongi right?" She said and i nod "it was on 5th grade and end when i realize that i fell for taehyung its on 7th grade

"You know you should accept his apologize jen" she said looking down

"I wish i could.."i whisper to myself i really want to accept his apology but evry single move of mine his dead this is not the right time to tell i know i left them confuse but again if i said that one of us well he dead

"Why cant you?"jisoo said "i mean you just say 'were friends again and thats all" she continue

"You cant understand, its easy for you to say but its not"

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