⚠️ Warning ⚠️
Includes vulgar language,scenes,and content, this book is not for the faint hearted and remember; there is always hope 😌
Anger issues- Is an emotion Characterized by antagonism towards someone or something you feel has done you wrong.
Constant anxiety, fantasies of hurting yourself or someone else, complications of one's feelings.
Depression-feelings that serve despondency or dejection
May cause self doubt, gloominess, downheartedness
Personality disorder- typically a deeply ingrained pattern of behavior adapted over time, usually occurring in adolescence.Causes difficulties in the future.
Suicidal thoughts/actions- The mental state of dissatisfaction and lack of self-worth, not always the case but may stimulate from childhood trauma or dramatic events in ones life causing them to injure themselves or have thoughts about it.
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. Y/N.~.~.~.~.~.~~.~.~.~
It's your second year at UA high, you lived a normal life of course never having any problems.....well except for anxiety, crippling depression, PTSD, small hints of ADHD, and Social awkwardness you were basically normal! You had friends and the occasional hangouts with your class, class 1-A up holding the title of being the most successful freshman class in the school. Which was a lot of pressure on you but you'd be just fine.....hopefully..........
Probably......maybe?
Who knows for sure! "Hey Y/N!!!" Your bestie Mina Ashido came walking towards arms wide open to give you a great big hug,and how could you refuse! You smiled and hugged her back. "So Y/N I wanted to talk to you abou-" Mina was pushed to the side by the rudest person in your school and probably the world, Kastuki Bakugo or what his ex-boyfriend called him Kacchan "H-Hey that wasn't nice Bakugo!" You managed to stutter out and his neck turned so he was glancing at you from an angle. His glaring red eyes made your skin crawl, as you felt yourself shrink , playing with your hair as you often did when you got nervous. "THE FUCK YOU SAY SHIT FACE!" "A-ahhh nothing I'm s-sorry!" You cowardly say as he scoffed and walked off.
You helped Mina up from the floor as she patted her skirt down getting rid of all the dust that surrounded it. "He's such a jerk! No wonder Midoriya broke up with him the 7th time!" She pouted, Yeah Midoriya and Bakugo shared a beautifully orchestrated 'On-and-off-' relationship, although it was entertaining it really wasn't any of your business. "What were you gonna say before Bakugo's rude introduction?" You asked, but unfortunately your friend was cut off yet again by the ring of the school bell. You'd though it was best to just discuss it at lunch instead.
In class everyone was talking and sitting on tables as you usually do when Mr. Aizawa was late for work or sleeping in the teachers lounge. You sat behind Todoroki and across from Tokoyami. "Hey Todoroki!" You exclaimed giving him a big bright smile. But he wasn't looking the best today, his eyes carried dark creases while his arms were covered with sleeves, and his neck had a hand print on it.
"I take it you had a rough night?" You say putting your hand over his, he looked at you before sighing heavily. "Yeah my Dad picked me up by my neck and slammed me to the floor.....I just told him that I didn't want to come to my school for the festival coming up..." Yeah that makes sense, the festival was going to be filled with all the best hero's and Todoroki would hate being reminded of his father. Even though you two aren't really close whenever todo had a rough day you were always ready to listen.
You enjoyed helping people and that's why you wanna become a hero/ Hero doctor to help people! "Kacchan I'm sorry I left you!" You heard from the right end of the class. It was Deku standing in front of Bakugo's desk. And so the show begins, you casually grabbed your bucket of popcorn and 3-D glasses because if there's anything you love more then Drama, it's BakuDeku Drama "DEKU YOU SHITTY NERD ALL YOU DO IS PLAY WITH MY DAMN FEELINGS!" Bakugo protest "I-I'm sorry k-Kacchan I'll do better!" Deku whined "Fine whatever..." Bakugo sighed and Deku hugged him tightly causing a vein to pop out of Kastuki's forehead. And just like that Bakugo and Midoriya we're back together for the 8th time.
Lunch had came around and you and Mina went to your special spot on top of the school roof. "So what's this big secret !?" You say while opening the door of the roof top you looked in front of you to Ochako standing on the brim of the roof "Ochako!?" Mina yelled in confusion. The small girl gasped as she turnt around, her eyes puffy and red, while her lips quivered in a smile "oh hey guys!" You look at her and then to the floor. There lied a note under a pair of small school shoes......
(In Japan when people committed suicide they always laid their shoes together neatly indicating that they had jumped the only other indication would be the body.....)
"Are you gonna jump?" You said looking into her eyes filled with worried. "Yeah....it be better for everyone...Nobody wants a useless waste of garbage...." she laughed but you frowned "Ochako please Don't do it ! Just take a deep breath and-OCHAKO DON'T!!!!" Ochako let both her arms out in a T-Shape before gracefully falling off the ledge.
You hurried and tried to grab her but.....it was to late and you,you had the pleasure of seeing her body splat on the floor the sight shocked you. Her neck breaking could be heard from five stories high, as her body shrank like an ant from your point of view, and finally her blood leaving her head " Y/N....Y/N Let's GO!!" Mina said as she pulled you from the edge of the building.
You grabbed her suicide note.....just for evidence.
"Mr.Aizawa! MR.AIZAWA PLEASE WAKE UP!" You and Mina scream as you banged on the classroom door awaking the man inside the bright yellow sleeping bag. "Relax no need to yell..." "OCHAKO JUMPED OFF THE BUILDING!" You screamed.
You and Mina talked to the police and then the medics as they ushered Ochako's lifeless body away. Everyone went to the dorms early, you guys got to take the week off.
Hurray!!!............what,too soon?
You lay in your bed, replaying that moment in your head thinking about your Dad's death as well. How people keep dying, and leaving, and hurting you over, and over again, and all you wanna do is...IS-
*KNOCK KNOCK *
Your thoughts were sidetracked by the knocking on your door. You lazily walk over and open it. It was your friend Mina Ashido, in her pretty pink pajamas. "How you holding up?" "Bad....I cant sleep." You played with your soft hair twirling it in your fingers . "Y/N I wanna make a suicide hotline!" Mina clutched her fist with a passionate look in her eyes. "Why we don't even know how to do that?"
"I know but... it's been on my mind a lot lately. I don't want kids here having the same fate as Ochako! We may be heroes but heroes are people too, people with needs and problems and I wanna help them so...So Let's give it a try!" Her fiery spirit was to hard to say no to "I'll-I'll think about it." She gave you a hug and motioned back to her dorm. You stared at the small peice of paper lying on your bed, it was Uaraka's suicide note. You didn't wanna invade her privacy, but you were sure she wouldn't mind.
Dear friends and family, Not that I have any
Don't cry it's better this way, I was obviously never gonna amount to anything. No one loves me or wants me So I'm better off dead. I thought about it you know? Who I'd hurt if I died,but then I though no one would care so this is it this is goodbye
Love ,Uaraka
Her shoe marked the corner of the letter,she was really hurting and no one even knew. Even her parents were shocked! She was so happy, so, what happened?
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Suicide hotline (MHAD)
General FictionYour a second year at UA high, you went there so you could learn how to use your quirk to help people. You and your friend Mina wanted to use this opportunity to make a suicide hotline. But you knew your classmates were strong,independent people who...
