"You win some, you lose some"

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Kastuki's POV

I was smoking another cigarette outside after telling Y/N to fuck off ! I sat there , thinking how long are me and Deku gonna keep this up? How long are we gonna be together without breaking up and making up,over and over again?

I know I'm supposed to be the big,tuff ,mean, guy but I seriously don't wanna...hurt. The way Deku toys with my emotions is so fucking annoying! Everyday I walk in loving him knowing if I do anything wrong we'll go back to square one....And here I am smoking.

Killing myself slowly, if Deku caught me we'd definitely break up. Should I stop? Nah fuck that I'm stressed the fuck out between class, My hero license, and Deku I fucking CANT!!! I just....can't. But I'd never let anyone know that shit because....I'm the tuff,mean,strong guy who just so happens to be gay I'm not allowed to have 'emotions', 'personality'....a fucking heart.

Y/N POV

Your day was going fucking GREAT!!! Besides Bakugo kicking you out of the bench area, your class was very supportive of putting together the hotline club fundraiser. The flyers looked so good "Me and Sero will tape these on the walls!" Mina smiles, carrying a large stacks of paper in her hands "Why dose my quirk get used like this." Sero sighed as he lazily walks beside the pink haired girl "Hey Y/N have you seen Kacchan?" Deku says rubbing his arms nervously....Should you tell him????

It's not like you don't know where he is,but you also knew Deku would probably if not definitely break up with him.But lying is bad and Bakugo's a dick why not yeah FUCK IT "He's-...." you tongue felt dry,as your throat choked up and somehow you couldn't speak,

(Self hate)-You know you can't do that your too weak!!!

(Morals)-No be a nice person think of the people you'd be affecting

(Anxiety)-Oh my god I'm gonna throw up!!!

You snapped out of your own head and respond to Deku "Last time I saw him he was in the locker room...." you lied maybe your too nice of a person to tell him the truth or maybe your just a pussy oh well! You win some, you lose some.

(⚠️warning abuse ⚠️)

Todoroki's  POV

"I don't live here anymore stop calling old man." I spat out my face showed little to no emotion as I stared at the 'Sperm Donor' "Todoroki I'm coming to your school for the festival, are you embarrassed of me or something!?" He yells emitting flames from all sides of his old stern face " yes I'm embarrassed of you..."

He punched me in my chest sending me onto the ground "FUCK YOU!" I yelled and he kicked my torso causing me to cough soft hints of blood, this was normal to me.... The trickling blood hanging over my bottom lip, the constant abuse. Even though I don't live under his roof anymore he still finds a way to torture me....

He knelt down, looking at me with his hideous blue hues "Look at me boy!" He pulled my wrist bruising it easily making me squint in pain "I'm going wether you like it or not..." he growled in my ear ,before throwing my hand to the floor and leaving. All I could do was get up and limp back to the subway....I fucking hate that man.

I made it back to school and saw Y/N getting yelled at by Bakugo I was gonna go up to her but I bumped into to someone...it was Iida. "Oh hey Iida..." I mumbled clutching on to my arm trying to hide my painful bruises. He starts to hyperventilate and began shaking? "Hey you ok Iida." I didn't notice it before but his face was so distort and filled with panic. He quickly took out some hand sanitizer and rubbed it furiously onto his palms "G-Good afternoon Todoroki....I'll be off now." And with that he walked away......Weird.

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