You paced impatiently back and forth in your room. You were whispering to yourself, confused and surprised.
"H-he said he loved me...a-and he kissed me...I-I can't believe it...is this reality? I...I mean...I feel the same...but w-would it really work out? What do I d-do?"
You thought of the kiss. His soft lips on yours. You brushed you fingers over lips, still entranced by the scene that had occurred downstairs. It happened in front of everyone down there. It caused a panic inside you when Ethan spoke. You weren't able to react properly and ran like wimp.
But...I mean...I--, your thought was interrupted by a knock on the door.
"(Y/N)?" Mark's voice seemed to echo from the otherside of the door.
You said nothing. You were only to listen at the moment.
There was a sigh.
"Jack really, really likes you. As he said downstairs, he loves you. Believe me when I say this; you're pry scared on how things would work, being so far from each other. But focus on now. If you feel the same way towards him, then tell him. Enjoy being together. I know you guys would be able to get things to work from distance, but that's a concern for after PAX. A-and if you're worried about getting hurt or anything like that, I promise you: Sean will not hurt you. Ever. He loves and will do anything to protect you. He's liked you since he started watching your channel." he chuckled, "The guy has been nothing but a lovesick puppy. He loves your giggly, fun personality. He tells me how beautiful you are whenever he talks to me about you. He loves your eyes, your smile, your laugh, everything."
Mark paused, waiting for a response. You waited for him to continue. He did.
"As I said, I you feel the same towards him..if you love him..tell and show that to him. Spend what you have with him and life will work things out. You'll see."
You heard footsteps turn and walk away from the door. Mark's words stuck in your mind. You replayed them in your head.
'Spend what you have with him....he loves you....life will work things out...'
You sat down on your bed for a few more minutes, thinking more.
In the end, you decided that you would tell Sean how you felt. And you would do it the way he did it to you...you'd announce it to him in front if the others. It wasn't to get him back or anything, but instead to announce it to the others as well so they knew, especially Mark.
You stood, went to the door, took in a big breath, then released it. You opened the door and headed downstairs.
