(the young pictures!)
-blu-pov-
i straighten up and turn to leave.
"Wait,"
i stiffen when I feel him grab my wrist.
"What's your name?"
i turn back towards him.
"you can call me daeyang..."
(대양-daeyang-means ocean in korean)
he nods.
"Well, ocean, can I have your number?"
startled!
"y-yeah..?"
he smiles, holding out his hand for my phone. i reach into my pocket, pulling it out, unlocking it, and handing it to him. i watch as he pulls his out and types his number in it, sending himself a text.
"I'll text you later."
i nod and rush out, to darren's house.
"What the fuck took you so long blu."
he's drunk again...
"i saw a friend from school..."
"Oh really?"
he grabs my neck, pushing me against the wall and leaning in.
"Then why do you smell like cologne?"
he growls.
"You were with another guy, weren't you bitch?"
"n-no darrel, you know i love you-"
"DONT LIE TO ME YOU NO GOOD FUCKING WHORE!"
he slaps me hard, making me fall to my knees.
"What? Am I not good enough for you?!"
he kicks me in the stomach, he growls.
"I'm going out. I love you, don't stay up late."
he leaves. i sigh and lean on the wall standing up and wincing as i limp to the bathroom.
"again..."
my lip is busted and a bruise is definitely going to form on my cheek... i sigh and clean up a little bit, then going to bed.
*The Next Day*
-blu-pov-
im making him breakfast for when he gets home when i feel two arms wrap around my waist and someone nuzzle my neck.
"Morning baby,"
he kisses my cheek.
"I'm sorry about last night, you know i love you."
when he's sober he's always so sweet, and affectionate, and loving... i sigh softly.
"i know baby,"
i turn around, looking up at him.
"I love you too, I'll be back tonight, I've got a new job interview."
he nods and kisses me. i feel uncomfortable but kiss back, knowing when he's drunk he'll remember if i didn't.
"bye hunny..."
he nods and moves so i can go.
"Bye baby."
