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Hello, so this isn't an update but hear me out. I know this is kind of personal but I have been dealing with depression lately and it's because of a certain event in my life that took place about 6 years ago, yes I know that was a long time ago but I have been having dreams more like nightmares about it lately. I don't want whoever is reading this to feel uncomfortable so all I am gonna say about this certain event is, it involved a cousin I thought I could trust being alone with, it also involves sexual harassment. I am sooo sorry if that made you feel uncomfortable, I hate myself for it too, because it was my fault. I have been told it wasn't but I don't believe whoever has told me that. I haven't been able to look at myself the same since that day, I only told my mom about it this year. I just felt I needed to tell someone, most of my friends would feel uncomfortable every time I told them this. I am sorry if you feel uncomfortable after reading this, I have just been having a hard dealing with the thought
I that event every night and crying myself to sleep. I apologize if this made you feel uncomfortable, the next chapter will be up soon.

Have a good day or night bye!

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