Pov Tara
We got 4 days left in Oklahoma, Layana met a boy and I met the boy of my dreams 'Cash Baker' who is my boyfriend now also ugh Ikr its amazing. So me and Cash trained everyday to got the dance completely flawless, we where ready for the upcoming contest. It would be hard but we could make it till the 3th place at least. So I trained with my own team also. I don't know but when I dance, I feel free like no one judges me or ever did. I feel like I'm special and I can make everything I want. Well actuelly I made everything I want. I'm a profesional dancer, I work with many kids and I got together with the boy of my dreams. Its like a dreamlife. Oh I have to dance sorry I was distracted. I need to continue now, otherwise I will fail. Cash, Maverick, Layana and Chase are watching. In like the middle of the contest I have to do an solo, on the song 'Ridin' solo' from Jason Derulo its an hiphop, freestyle and a little streetdance in one, but most of all its an hiphop. I'm really nervous tho, this is the first time I dance this dance in front of people oof help its time to dance it. Oh ok, Cash is filming. Whats the point of that? Ugh nvm I'm just gonna post it on my dance account I guess. So I danced the dance without mistakes, huh? How the fuck I did that, this is the first time that I could do it. Okay again, I danced it and oh, no mistake yes. Its working out. Now I'm gonna practice the dance with my team simular times and than with Cash. Today I also have to train with the little onces, oof I'm so exited. The little onces are so cute I can't. But now I have to move on and dance my own dances. The dance with Cash is going pretty good btw, its working out as good it could get but I wanna get it better to get it on the first place of the 'Couple dances' Last year I won 5 prices on 1th place. With 'Best couple' 'Best team' 'Best solo' 'Best choreography' and 'Best teamname' were called 'The Dancing Diamonds' ok idk why I didn't came up with the name it was the teamleader that time. Now I am but ugh idc anymore. So the next day, oof we have 3 days left from now. I really hate it, its like I'm gonna leave forever. Now that I finally have the boy I love, I have to leave. But after every bad thing comes a good thing also, me and Cash gonna live together in 2 years, if were together or not we gonna live together. But last 3 days here, I'm gonna talk to their mom I guess. She said she always be there when I needed her. So I go to her and said 'Tara Idk what to do anymore' We got the same name btw lol. She said 'Whats wrong sweetheart?' I told her that I have to leave in 3 days and that I'm gonna miss the fam and Oklahoma so bad. But she hugged me and said 'U can come here as many times u want. Me and Cash already talked about it, when u wanna come u just come. And u have to bring Layana with u for Chase. And everytime u come, we will pay ur planetickets because u and Layana means the word to us and thats the less we can do.' Omg thats so sweet but what if I wanna suprise Cash? I have to buy tickets myself than I guess. 'Are u crazy?' Tara said. 'Then u have to call us and we gonna pay them and not tell Cash anything' I hugged her and said 'What in the world did I do to meet u?' 'Stealing Cash his heart' she said. . I headed to Cash his room with a happy, but also sad face. I was entirely broken but happy about what his mom said. I sat down next to him and I smiled a little. 'Whats wrong?' I was broken. And I told him why. He carefully layed me down and put on my favorite show and cuddled with me the rest of the day with some ice cream. Ugh gonna get fat tho. But this is the best way to get my problems away. How he knew that? Ugh Idc actuelly, this is nice. But okay I have to leave in 3 days and that still hurts. Now that I have a nice boyfriend, bestfriend and a nice place where I can live, I have to leave already. But nothing matters, I had the best 4 days of my life already. Not thinking about my depression, oh yeah fuck my depression. I didn't took my pills for that with me, but I'm doing great now. I think Cash is my light. I feel no pain no feelings that I wanna cut myself. Yeah I'm doing great tho.
Pov Layana
Now that Chase is here with me I feel much better, he's amazing. He just told me he is going with me to the Netherlands. So amazing right, but Idk if Cash and Maverick are going with us also, I shall ask them. Lemme ask them real quick okay. They said that their going with us but Tara can't know. Oh I see her standing around and talking to Cash. Is that Cash? I walk closer and I see its isn't Cash.
