4am thoughts

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i was just listening to "northern downpour" and like everytime i hear it, i start tearing up like a bitch. what the hell. hearing ryan say "hey moon" makes me wanna curl myself in a ball and weep

the song itself especially the lyrics makes me emotional as hell and i just wanna cry all day. no, i wasn't crying because of ryden. i mean yeah kinda..
but the thing is, i suddenly breakdown aS IF MY LIFE IS CRUMBLING DOWN AND HAS BEEN MISSING SOMEONE FOR SO LONG WHICH IT ALREADY IS BUT GODDAMMIT WHY HAS IT TO BE NORTHERN DOWNPOUR

WHY
WHY NOT ANY OTHER SONGS

NICOTINE HITS ME TOO BUT NOT EMOTIONALLY

CUZ YEAH

FUCK

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(to my frens reading this bullshit, i'm just really sleepy. don't yall dare start any issues or i will murder your asses off.)

~jhanana????~

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