Lea's POV
Napapikit naman ako nang iwan ako ni Bamboo, ganon pala ang feeling ng maiwan, now I understand, kaya hindi ko siya masisisi kung galit siya o nasaktan sa nagawa ko.
Alam kong mali, but there's a part of me na mahal ko siya. I don't know sobrang mali lang, but he's my one great love, my first love.
Napa buntong hininga nalang ako at lumabas, bumalik muli sa upuan ko at tinignan si Bamboo, i gave him a half smile and focuse on the food and chitchats.
"Ms. Lea balita namin you're pregnant?" Sarah asked me, I smiled and nodded.
"yeah, 2 months, good thing di pa masyadong malaki, at natanggap ko pa tong project na to. " i said in return.
"you're 33 right, Lea? Bat ngayon ka lamg nabuntis??" it was Bamboo who asked me.
I just gave him a smile and shrug my shoulder.
Kung hindi ko siya iniwan baka ngayon ang dami na naming anak.
(flash back)
"babe? Ilang anak ang gusto mo?" he asked me as he rubs my arms, we just got into his condo, nag pahinga muna kami bagi kumain ng dinner
"two is enough, b. Hirap mag buntis kaya" I pouted.
He smiled at me "Me, I want 12, babe."
Nanlaki naman ang mata ko ng marinig ko yun
"bamboo?! Are you out of your mind? Ano ako baboy?" I rolled ny eyes and slap his chest.
He laughs and hugs me tight.
"you want gawa na tayo now babe? Umpisahan na natin?" he smirked.
I chuckles and shook my head. Bago pa man ako makapag salita ay hinalikan na ako nito.
I went back to reality dahil sobrang pait pag naaalala kong iniwan ko siya para sa pangarap ko.
"I want us to be ready before we have a baby so hindi agad-agad. We both planned it for our baby's sake and future as well. Mahirap kasi yung work ko eh. I'm always away with Alex so ayun"
"You're still workaholic. You did not even change. Kaya mo ngang ipagpalit 'yung buhay mo even if it is beautiful for the sake of your career. That's how passionate you can be. You can actually let go of other things for your passion" Bamboo told me bitterly. I can see pain through his eyes and the way he uttered those words. He's right. I can't blame him for feeling such towards me kasi I let him go.
"Wooooaaaah! How did you know that Bambs? You two were close even before? How? I mean how did it happen?"
Apl asked out in shock
"oo nga, coach? Magkakilala na ba kayo?"
Sarah asked out of her curiosity
"We actually worked together, before. Our stylist are the same so he told me that. He told me how professional and passionate Lea is. Well, all I can say is her passion for her craft is one heck admirable. I'm a fan, Lea"
I guess, one thing that did not change with Bamboo is how he shows his admiration towards me. He's been like this even before. Even when we were together.
Flashback...
"Lea? My babe? Kaya mo bang pagsabayin pag-aaral mo at pag-theater? You know you can give up the other if you can't but if you can I'll be just right here my baby"
He told me while caressing my cheeks. I was leaning on his shoulders. Weeping for about an hour already since I don't know what to choose. I don't wanna miss the opportunity in theater. It's once in a lifetime opportunity so who am I to decline? But I also want to pursue my medical career.
