Harry's P.O.V.
I watched as Sarah came into the living room, and sat next to me, "What's up?" "Nothing much, I just had a talk with Lyrica", "Oh yeah?" "Is she okay?" I asked, feeling concerned, "I'm not sure, she asked, if when we have our baby that we wouldn't forget about her and the others." I'm in shock to hear this but it does prove that kids have feelings, concerns, and worries; dare I say that they have it harder than we adults do.
We may have trouble from time to time about different things and have to figure it out and eventually we do but kids? They don't know how to navigate their feelings, it's new to them and maybe kids from homes that have parents, they don't have these kinds of issues , but Lyrics, Luxy Girl, Thomas, Rainy and The Triplets, being forgotten even though they're adopted is an everyday fear. I couldn't imagine trying to think how that could hinder them especially when they have enough love for all time but sometimes I think it isn't enough.
"Oh Lyrics," "Yeah, but I had a talk with her and let her know that me and everyone loves each and every one of us loves them all and could never forget about them just because we're adding to our family and the only thing different that we're doing is adding more love to our happy family," Sarah said, I smiled at the thought of Sarah being one of a kind and to see how she operates and helps her babies out, just establishes that she's going to be an absolute smash of a mother.
Sarah smiled at me as she rubs her stomach, "You know being a mother may not be so bad Hazza," I was thrilled I know she said that she would keep the baby but now for her to have this amazing feeling of thinking that she can do this and not have to worry about whether she's good or bad at it but just wanting to be a mother is completely ace to me. I placed my hands on top of hers , "I cant wait to see her or him!" "You're going to be a great Dad, look at the way you take care of your sisters and everyone around you," "You think so?" "Mmhmm, looks like I wasn't the only one who had doubts huh?" she said to me as I blushed, "It's okay Haz, we'll take the steps together yeah?" "It wasn't just that but I just didn't see how considering how everything has been about with my dad and Robin." I frowned it still hurts and I still haven't even made an attempt to see how he's been, even if he maybe on the other side of the world.
"Hazza, maybe it's time to talk to Des, and see how's been taking all of this and in knowing the only son he's ever loved isn't his son, remember just because you're moving forward and learning to slowly accept things the way they are doesn't mean that others have." She gave me a kiss on the cheek as she went to check on the kids, leaving me with my thoughts.
"Maybe it's time to talk to dad," I say out loud, as I grab my phone and make a call that I haven't done in a long time before everything was turned upside down.
Sarah's P.O.V.
I sure hope that when Harry makes the phone call that they can still be the father and son they've always been, I wouldn't want their relationship to suffer just because of one bad mistake on another person's part that couldn't be helped.
"Hey Sarah, I just got off the phone with dad and he said he wants to come over in about 30 minutes and talk to me and he wants you to be with us as well," Harry said, as he tries to hide his nervousness, "I don't think me being there is such a good idea, I mean thats something private that you guys need to talk about and work it out," I said, as I moved his hair out of his face..
"Princess, thats the thing the last time we had a serious talk I left you to fend for yourself and I'm never doing that again, and I want you there not only for support but also because you're always going to be by side in every situation." I smiled at him, and gave him a kiss, "You're sweet and of course Ill be there with you, Ill let you talk and Ill be there for moral support and whenever you need me." Harry smiled at me as he caressed my cheek with love.
"I'm gonna go and check on the girls and then see if they want to help me to clean up the living room for dad." Harry says, as he gives me a kiss again and makes his way up the stairs.
I stand in the kitchen thinking of our short conversation that just happened; I dont know what to think, Im thrilled that Harry wants me to be apart of this but at the same time I don't know what's going to happen, I don't even know if this is normal sure people talk about their differences and problems but this is a whole new level and what about Des?
How do you come back from knowing that the son you love so much isn't even your son but a stranger to you and you to him as well?
Seeing how Harry's parents going through all of this sometimes makes me think of my own, there's so many answers I need to questions that Ive never asked or dreamed could be answered, but I dont want to be hurt by them I just want to know why and what happened in the years that I wasnt there.
Would they have ever came to see me?
Did they ever think about me?
Did they notice me not being there?
Why come back now of all times?
I don't know but sooner than I would like maybe after all this, and once DeSeray is healed and well and strong enough again to deal with what we would have to considering our parents, we could go and visit them so I can get the answers I need for me to have peace with not only them but the only who matters in this moment; myself.
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