Sarah's P.O.V.
Wait, did I just hear her right? My parents are here, I must still be drugged. "I'm not understanding, you're my parents? The ones that gave birth to me?" I asked, they nodded their heads, "That's correct" "The very same people, that decided that Lovely was a target for your abuse? Or the fact that you two are the reason I was put into a foster home cause you both were too unstable to take care of me? Tell me, are you two here just because you ran out of alcohol and drugs, and needed money? Because that's the only reason I could guess you were here, because I sure didn't call for you, Lovely you can talk to them, I have nothing more to say."
All of this is too much; I get up and walk out to the patio to try to figure this mess out. First it was the situation with Anne, Harry and my relationship is hanging by thread, and not to mention I'm not at my best and I'm pregnant, as well as I have Gemma on my back throwing threats around, then to add salt on to the injury, my "parents" have come to meet me.
This is a total mess.
Somebody come clean it up.
They said I needed to be stress free, absolutely no way is this going to be easy but who said anything in this life was? If God didn't think I could handle it, He wouldn't have given me it, even in knowing that this day was going to happen and everything in it, I still believe it's for a reason.
I look at the sunset as it drifts lower to go to sleep, while the moon is out in the far distance, I wonder sometimes if Harry and me are really meant to be together I mean this past month has proved why we shouldn't be together, why we're not right for each other, and has yet to prove to me why we do belong together. I haven't figured it out honestly, I don't want to be married to somebody who can't handle things, that is hard, sure right now I'm in the middle of this tornado called life, but I can't back out just because it's hard and I don't understand.
Am I scared? Definitely. Do I understand? No not everything, but what I do understand is that, I was molded into being this strong creature called a human being, I do know that as long as blood is running through my veins, I can do anything, I acknowledge the fact that my heart is still beating and it's keeping what's in me, a unborn baby alive; and as long as I have a purpose to live I will continue to do that, whatever it takes.
I hear the door opening as a voice invades my thoughts, "Hi" "Hi" "Are you okay?" "Why are they here Lovely?" I cut to the chase, I'm not as delicate as I was when I was 17, things have happened and I want to know why, "It's just like they said, they wanted to meet you" "Did you know they were going to come here?" she lets out a sigh, "They asked me a while back and I told them no, that you were doing just fine without them in your life, they were persistent as most are in wanting to meet you, my answer didn't change and then finally stopped until now I don't know how they found you to be honest, my guess would be they asked their underground friends."
I nodded my head, "You don't seem surprised by this," Lovely said looking at me as if trying to decode my feelings, "Look at how my life is and what's it's come to at this point, nothing surprises me anymore," I said, "What's happening with Gemma now?" I ask, "Well her game is to have everyone separate do she can get to you, no doubt she knows you're pregnant and if not it'll be a matter of time before she does, in the meantime we flip the script on her," "What do you mean?" "We stick together, all of us, she wants like I said everyone to separate and then she can have a clear shot, but as long as we stay on the same team, and get closer then she can't figure out your weakness," Lovely instructed, you gotta admit, she's one bad chick.
"That means Harry and I are going to have to talk aren't we?" I say, I see her nodding her head, I let out a deep breath as I look up at the sky, "Talk to me Sarah" she pleaded, "I don't know where to start Love, I mean how do you cope with a fiancé and his mum not on speaking terms, and you having to be that stability, when you're not stabled yourself? How do you adjust to learning you're going to be a mum, and never had one to follow in the first place? How do you keep a level head when you're constantly getting threats aimed at you daily? Then a relationship you thought was the one and only is crumbling, and on top of that I have my so called parents that wanted nothing to do with me, here all of a sudden wanting to meet me, how do you balance that and still go on?"
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Unbreakable- Sequel To Foster Love (Interracial)
Fiksi PenggemarIt's been 3 years since Sarah has heard that Gemma Bridges was out of prison for good behavior, and she can't seem to get her voice out of her head. It's been impossible for Sarah to feel normal as she always watches her back. Can Sarah make it thro...