stargirl, hwabyul

five

hyejin: unnie i'm so tired:(

byul: why are you texting me?
byul: you're right next to me
byul: you look like you're about to cry hyejinie are you good?

hyejin: no
hyejin: everything is aching

byul: here just lie on me
byul: try to rest
byul: i'll be here

hyejin: ok thanks unnie

byul: it hurts me to see you like this. physically, to the eyes of another person, they would see a pitiful girl, motionless, reaching the line of lifeless, circles under the eyes only shrinking the appearance of those once striking chocolate beauties to a dull bead of colour. hyejinie, to me,  you resemble that of a shining star. there are us, simple breathing animals, down on earth who admire your alluring and dazzling beauty in the contrast of the shaded night skies around you. throughout all the darkness you are the one that shines the brightest. a single twinkle and my nose muscles scrunch up as i smile. a bright star you are, yet there are days you dull and all is sullen until a recharge of energy has you sparkling impossibly more than you had before. i hope to be that recharge of energy as you are here, snuggled up in my lap. i can barely type this with my arms around you and why i am typing this message when i'm not brave enough to let you, hyejinie, know any of these feelings i have for you?

[SAVE AS DRAFT?]

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[SAVED TO DRAFTS]

byul: always