Naida {Who I Am}

Basics

I am a 17 year old girl. I have a weird obsession with pineapples, and penguins. I fuck up every now and then but I always try to do what's best for me and my future. I want to become a nurse, and marry rich(low key a joke) and have ONE child after I turn 30 so I can live a young life without having to worry about a kiddo. I am a runner.... long distance. I am in cross country and track. In track I mostly just run the two mile and mile and every now and then I am put into the 800. I love summer time because I can just sit in a swim suit and tan by the pool and I also love ALL the camps and vacations because that's just even more time to work on a tan before school starts. I believe in the power of the 'Revenge Body' after a break-up hahahaha. I loveLOVE bullet journaling. I am crAzy  about music. I could go forever just listening to music. I absolutely love my family and friends and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have them in my life. I  most definitely value friends and family VERY much. I can be quite emotional, and I've also been told that I'm very much a drama queen.... I don't see it though. I just looooovveeeee working out. Running, lifting, doing core and abs..... it's all just so much fun for me. I am an extremely small person for my age, I am only 4ft 11in(basically 5ft), my weight varies between 88-93, I wear a size 4 in girls, but I kinda like being small because when I talk to guys they always say its cute. I like writing and being creAtive , I hate when people copy me because I like to try and be original but I always find that hard to do when somebody copies you and then people get mixed up and say that you're copying another person when you are most definitely NOT. I've only ever actually been in one relationship because all of my other ones never made it past the 'talking' stage or even made it past 7 months. The one relationship I was in only lasted 1 year and 2 months... and funny thing, he broke up with me on my birthday after I confronted him about going on a date with his ex that very same night(I'll go more into detail in my next section of this.... or not idk, should I ?) I like to say that I'm a pretty chill and sweet person, I love making people feel welcomed.... in fact my cross country team gave me the 'Open Arms' Award this school year because I welcome people in very often. I look like a pretty innocent person, and for the most part I am.... but when you actually get to know me you'd see that I'm really not as innocent as I seem if ya know what I mean ;) I do NOT believe in hate ! I know I know some people are gonne be like...... what!? hate IS a thing..... but I just have this thing.. an opinion. And my opinion is that there is no actual way to ACTUALLY hate somebody. There will always be a place somewhere deep down in your heart where you wouldn't want anything bad to happen to that person. So, for me.... I do NOT believe in hating people, I NEVER use the word 'hate'  towards people. I was born 4 days before Christmas..... not sUper cool, I know, but I'm a pretty boring person so I thought why not.

Okay I think I'm done here for now  !!