a girl like her

chapter 4

The music seemed to be getting louder, i didnt really want to go outside, the mosquitos where probably coming out. I went to my computer and turned it it. I logged in, and i just decided to go online and play some shooting games, that usually helped me express my occasiional anger. 

I losing the game, and i started to get frustarted. "GOD DAMMIT" i yelled as i was shot in the game. I hoped no one heard me. I figured if i was getting more frustrated, then i shouldnt play it. I heard a knock on my door. For fucks sake what now. I walked to the door. "Can i help you?" i said through the thin wall, "uh yeah, its mark, your brothers friend". I kinda wanted to let him in, i mean maybe he wanted to tell me something?. "yeah i know who you are". "can i come in" I felt a little weird, but i opened the door. I looked at him and i paused "what?" i said rudely. "I just wanted to make sure you arent getting lonely in here" that made me feel a little weird. I smiled at him "thanks" i sat on my bed. "so,  why dont you ever hang out with jack?" he asked with a slightly conncered look. I didnt really know why, to be honest. "i dont know, i dont think he likes me" i looked at my shoes. "he never asked me to hang out either" i added. "well you can just come down stairs with us, your always welcome to" that made me blush a little. I turned away so he couldnt see me. "I mean jack can be rude, but he is a nice guy" he stated. I looked back at him. "I guess its because me and jack dont spend time together, unless we really have to". I never really have anyone to talk to like this, but i wish it was a girl i could talk to, it would be even better. "Why are you always alone? "He asked, sounding concerned. "I dont know" i lied. its because everyone in this town is the same, they always are rude and judge too soon. "Well if you need someone to talk to, im here, just keep that in mind" he smiled. Wow, that was unexpected. "thank you" i smiled to him. "well, i will leave you alone now" i waved to him and shut my door. I was glad that was over, even though i wanted him to stay.