They'd be gone soon. Everyone leaves me eventually. No matter what.
Then I go in my room. I sit there thinking about everything. I'll get up and try to text them, but I always stop. They have their own problems. No point in burdening anyone with mine. No point in trusting someone you know won't stay.
So then I play the playlist and lay down on my bed. I'll lay down and just think. I'll just stay alone for some more time.