Encounter

Part II

As I walk towards the woman in the front desk I could tell she was a perfectionist.

She kept making sure that the pen was lined up precisely with the other colored pens laying on her desk .

Even the sticky notes that were sticking from the side of her monitor were all lined up in the most organized and impeccable way.

I walked slowly towards her as she moved her keyboard just a little to the left. she looks up at me and waits for me to get just a bit closer before cheerfully saying :

"Hi welcome to Dot INC !! Do you have an appointment with us today?!"

"Hello.Yes, my names Mandy Ulloa!

I'm here to see Mr.Walt, I have an interview!"

I cheerfully respond.

She then picks up the phone, murmuring words that I couldn't understand.

She then suddenly looked at me with a bright smile and said

"He will be ready for you in 20 minutes!!!"

As I smile and walk away I mutter to myself "Ugh, I hate receptionist. They're always so ...... Perky."

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As I sat in the lobby waiting I quietly looked around .I felt lonely.But I knew this was coming . And I was prepared.

I decided to head over to the ladies room knowing I had 20minutes to spare.

I wondered how I physically looked? . I hadn't seen my reflection since I was in the elevator.

'Ugh!!!Whats going on Mandy!'

Why was my mind always going back to the same place where it all started .

I wasn't excited that I finally made it this far or cared about how much I've sacrificed ! All my mind kept going back to was what had happen in the elevator .

It frustrated Me how my mind felt so in love with that one moment . It's as if my heart and mind were one .

I've never felt so wanted. So loved and appreciated by someone in such short moments . I did not only want to see him but I wanted to be with him. I wanted to feel his touch and his body against mine .. I desired him more than anything I'v ever wanted . It was as if he manipulated and inserted me with all these feelings .

I didn't feel Like my self .