Together Forever. {Sweeran fanfic}

Ed

"I'm stabbed by a knife. A knife which is invisible. It's always with me. It's always in my heart." I said as I punched my heart.

Taylor's listening to me say all the things I've been thinking about. Stressed about. And everything.

She was a good listener.

"And..." I say crying.

"WHY AM I NOT MAD AT YOU????" I said in a concerned voice. Plus shouting.

"Ed, don't ask me." Taylor said realizing she spoke for the first time since I was ranting.

"Taylor. I...don't...know...anything."

I said. "I don't know who I am anymore. It's not I'm sad Ellie's not here. It's just. Everything is a mess. I don't know why I'm crying so hard. I don't know anything."

"Come on Ed. Give me a hug." Taylor said and we had a long hug.

I sighed. "It's alright Ed. We'll solve this thing. Together."

Just then the door bell rang. Taylor peeked to see who it was and she slammed the door with a wide eye, red face and looked at me really scared.

"Taylor...you okay?" I asked really nervous.

"J...ja...Jake is...ss...hh...here...." Taylor said. "Jake is here." She said really fast again.

I have heard of what Jake had done before. "I'm so sorry Taylor. I wanna get back with you...please." I heard Jake's voice from the outside.

Taylor was hugging the door, sweating, panting and her face really concerned.

I walked toward her.

"I'll open it okay?" I said. She nodded.

I opened the door, not realizing I had a huge red puffy eye.

"Taylor thank god- oh my god, Ed are you alright?!" Jake asked.

I just nodded.

"Can I talk to Taylor?" He asked.

I turned to Taylor, she nodded yes.

So I nodded yes to Jake.

We all sat just looking at each other.

"Is anyone going to talk." Jake asked.

Me and Taylor was just blank. We were sitting there like a piece of a white sheet of paper.

"Hi." Taylor said after the long silent.

I heard some sad, but scared voice behind those hi.

"Taylor. I know what I've done but I wish we could get back together?" He asked. "Why?" Taylor asked.

"Ever since we broke up, one of my piece was gone. You're the piece. I really want you to be with me. Please. We don't have to live together if you're afraid of what happened before but I want you to hug me like you did. Kiss me like you did. Hold hands like you did before."

"Jake...that's really sweet but can I have a day to think? Please." Taylor said to him softly.

"Of course Taylor. I don't care how much it'll take. Just don't forget about what I said. I love you...forever." Jake said as he stood up, shook my hand and went.

"Woah" was only thing I could say.

"What should I do." Taylor said to herself.

"I'll give you some space alone." I said pointing up.

She nodded and went up.