"I wanna fucking die
I am having a really bad anxiety attack
The worst one I've ever had
I fucking mean it"
...is what i texted her.
I'm rocking myself at the edge of the bed.
I'm scared.
I'm alone.
There's thunder in my room.
The sadness is coming back.
The goner.
Anxiety: on
Bipolar: on
Anorexia: on
Depression: arriving
“I wanna cry
But the feeling in my throat
It's telling me to die”
