Bushra's Diary ♡💓

CONTINUE #3

She feeds his mother often, helps her to change clothes, comb her hair & tries to make her laugh. And nowadays it seems to him that probably his mother is becoming normal and returning back to the reality and to her life...

He cannot but notice on Haya, she has changed from head to toe. Her high bun is replaced with fine long hijab, that little girls jolly - foolish behaviour switched to calm, caring & more matured manner. He discovered a different sight of Haya, his playmate has now turned into a woman who can be someones perfect life partner. He remembered that during his childhood he declared that once he become a man he will make Haya her woman. .
He smiled at himself! Wo Allahu Akber! How silly he was! But probably it was written in his destiny. His mother is now awfully fond of Haya's haya, her virtue & care. The girl whom she thought unsuitable for his son appears to be the best choice for him in every angle. So she talked with her brother in law, Haya's parent and fixed Muntaseer and Haya's marriage. .
While the elders were talking and laughing together on the hallroom, Muntaseer just came from out to join them and Haya bring food for everyone and both Haya and Muntaseer was unable to guess the reason of their happiness and gossip.
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What is it? Haya asked in a soothing voice and in response they said - Don't you know it's not good for kids to mingle their nose in elders matter?
She hasn't uttered anything else further and lowered her gaze but Muntaseer's mother come near her and said - Haya will you marry my insane son? Haya, you know when he was young he said he will marry you when he grows up! Haha, my son's look is really admirable. He didn't mistake to judge Kohinoor. .
Haya's heart started to beat faster & with her shying face and lightening eyes she looked at down but couldn't utter a word. Muntaseer on the other hand sitting on the corner with pale face - his aunty & uncle asked him son, what do you say? Right on that moment, he preferred to remain silent and the elders took his silence as approval. .
But all he thinking was he doesn't deserve a pure girl like Haya...

She is his cousin plus very close one to his heart so he decided to confess to her about his early life, about his affair and he find Haya standing still on terrace. It was hurting him to describe his dark past, few drops of tear gathered on the corner of his eyes and with a shaken voice he uttered - "Haya, about our nikkah, I want to tell you ..."
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It wasn't hard for Haya to understand what he wants to say, because his gesture, his facial expression and his sad tone is telling everything. So she said -
"It's okay if you don't agree for this marriage. I, I can understand! Don't worry about them I will manage everyone."

Muntaseer reacted - "No No Haya it's not like that, I, have no problem to marry you but it's just, I just want to tell you about my past, I was involved with someone ....."

Haya cutting his sentence - you know what, Allah dislike Muzahara (publicizing sin), whatever your past was keep it secret. I think both of our goodness is in there.
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Mubtaseer, you know Haya I repented over my past, am trying to change myself but my inside is replete with sins and my heart is weak"
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Haya immediately said - "But beside you is your Mighty Rabb" - so long as you strive to be with Him, He will give you courage to fight and He will strengthen you. Do you remember how I used to be in my childhood? When you left home, I took your place and followed your mother, she was my inspiration and you were my chance. I was weak, I was nothing but I used the opportunity that Allah gave me to change my condition and I strive and practiced and now am in front of you. If you believe in Allah, then accept His Qadr, He is with you to help you in your every decision of life.
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And that moment was the epiphany of Muntaseer's life that changed the course of his life. He went inside room where parents are sitting and said - Next week I will be going on a religious retreat, I'm afraid that Haya will be left alone in my back, so I was wondering if she could accompany me?
All elders laughed out loud because Muntaseer's request gave fair indication that he wants to marry Haya within this week and cherish her forever. 
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Moral of the story

Lesson 1▪ We human being are vulnerable, our heart is weak, we tend to fall into sins but beside us is our Almighty Rabb, who is there to help us. So you gotta pick yourself up and fight back to change your life. Got it?

Lesson 2 - Never ever lose hope in the mercy of Allah and don't stuck within past, repent and look forward to change your future In sha Allah.

Lesson 3 - Never ever look down upon anybody, Allah can turn the table upon you and make their past your present. So always be humble and don't be proud.

Lesson 4 - Allah can give guidence to anyone at any moment which can change their enter life along with their surroundings. Have sabr and keep striving.

Lesson 5 - Pure man are for pure woman and pure woman are for pure man - when I said this verse I didn't only mean purity in terms of virginity but purity in terms of spirituality.

Lesson 6 - Reminder benefits the believer. 

- MAHA (silent_repent)

If you get any other lessons after reading this story then kindly share in the comments ❤️

- Hijabigal

#There was some problem so I wasn't able to update all in one chapter ❤️