i'm not sure why but today i'm feeling so good about myself. maybe it's because i showered without needed the bathroom lights on cos the highlight window provided natural light (which is my absolute favorite time of day to shower) or maybe cos i didn't wash my hair and little bits at the front curled up cos of the humidity idk it make me happy and maybe cos i don't really care if my stomach is tubby and has cellulite that probably won't go away or that my hips r way to wide for my thighs (that also have some cellulite near my arse) and my hip dips r so prominent BUT I DONT CARE I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR NO REASON EVEN IF I HAVE A FAT SPOT NEXT TO MY NOSE.
i feel like it's okay to say i love myself right now which is a bit out of the norm to be honest. it feels great to feel this way but i know it won't last.
my skin is so soft cos i exfoliated and i also feel good cos a girl told me i smelt like the store LUSH so yeah i'm feeling good. i choked on the vanilla perfume lola bought me and even if dad said i reeked of whatever shit i sprayed and even if mum came up knocking on my bathroom door telling me how in the hour i spend upstairs i could be in photography club which i reallyyyy don't want to be in or some other shitty extra curricular activity well i spent an hour listening to the wallows on repeat and not crying this time so maybe yeah i missed out on taking some pics of the school garden which is just absolutely tragic and yeah i missed out on kissing the art teachers arses (which would probably help me for next year in art gcse) but i spent a gooood hour feeling self confident and happy and loving my self so yeah yeah yeah fuck every club sksksk who needs a club when you have a good hour in the shower
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