Unspoken Words

A Letter To God

From a broken girl
To God/ALLAH,

                            I'm totally lonely and broken. Nobody is happy with me. I couldn't make a single person happy. I thought YOU were happy with me, but I never did something so grateful to make YOU happy.

May be that's why I'm sad because you're not happy with me. They say, I'm selfish but YOU know I'm not. I try to do things in their way but I never succeed. What should I do to make everyone happy.

Please guide me. You're my only Guider. Sometimes I think this world is not worth living. I want to come to YOU. But then I think I don't have many good deeds, how will I face YOU.

They all leave me, they hurt me. I'm in pain, my heart is aching and my eyes are bleeding. But I know I'm not good enough.

I never did things in a better way but I tried. The people I trust and love the most, they hurt me with painful words. I'm not saying they're bad but still they should not say hurtful words.

The organ between my ribs cage, aches. It aches a lot. My eyes want to cry non stop and I want to come to YOU. I have heard you are most the Merciful.

So, I guess YOU will forgive this sinful person who's writing these unspoken words to you. I want them to be happy. I want to make them happy. Give me strength to do so Or take me away with YOU.

Please, Guide me, forgive me and Take me away with YOU

May be, they'll miss me after this. Logically they will, because people always miss the lost ones.

Yours sincerely
A sinful person