Chapter 4....Preparation and Experiment

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AUGUST 7TH, 2014;

After a couple of days of weighing out my options, I decided that I would do something about this. I was going to try to communicate with whatever has been bothering me. I just knew that this was paranormal, nothing else would explain this. I guess I just figured, 

if this was a demon wouldn't it have hurt me by now?

I didn't know if my situation was going to get worse...or if things would get better after trying to communicate with whatever this was, but I wanted to at least make some sort of effort to get some answers. I didn't have any access to money at the time, so I decided to just make my own spirit board from some stuff laying around my house.

I got a small poster-board, and a black sharpie. I wrote the word "YES" in the top left hand corner, and "NO" in the top right corner. I wrote "OUIJA" in the middle of 'yes' and 'no', wrote "GOODBYE" in the middle at the bottom, and spelled out the alphabet (from A to Z) in the middle. I proceeded to draw a sun next to "YES", and a moon next to "NO". I drew a small pentagram next to the 'Hello' and 'Goodbye' for some protection.


{if you see the picture of the Ouija board, I have decided to put up my original board for you to see

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{if you see the picture of the Ouija board, I have decided to put up my original board for you to see. This is all very real, but I wasn't exactly sure if I wanted to release this story...} 

I got 3 candles from my mother, and I set one in front of me, and the other two on opposite sides. It was dark in my room.

but at last minute I decided to turn on a lamp, and record the session with my laptop webcam.

{I'm still deciding whether or not to put the video up online because It is a long session, and It was extremely emotional for me. I had my sister with me the entire time but I did cry a couple of times.}

I began with a notebook, and a pen. I wrote down some reasonable questions, and I came up with 22.

I started by chanting to make a safe and sacred space, In this chant I also said that evil spirits or bad energies are not welcome. after the chant, I asked the first question..

~~~~~Session starts at 1:00 AM~~~~~~~

1. Q: "Is there any spirits here who want to talk?" I said to start the conversation between me and the spirit. 

A: the pointer move over to "YES".

2.  Q: "How old are you?" 

A:"16"

3. Q: "What's your name?" 

A: "BEN"

4. Q: "Are you the one who woke me up by the knocking on my wall?"                                                                       A: "YES"

5. Q: "Why are you here?"                                                                                                                                                   A:"BABY"

-   After I saw that answer, I began to cry. I knew in the middle of the spirit moving my hands to spell out the word, that it was "baby". I felt terrified. I stopped crying, and I continued the session, as if nothing had phased me. but my mind was racing, and making me think of all the things this could be. The video was extremely dramatic and it also didn't help that I was pregnant, but I wasn't making all this up. (I'm honestly too lazy to make up a story like this and try to sell it if it were fake.)

6. Q: "Are you here to protect me and my baby?" 

A:"YES"

7. Q:"what are you protecting us from?"

 A:"DEVIL"

8. Q: "are you here with me right now?" 

A:  "YES"

I began to tear up. as you can tell, I was pretty upset. I felt a bit more happy now that this spirit named Ben said he was going to protect me from anything evil, but was he lying to me? How would I know if he were telling the truth? Spirits can lie about anything.

9. Q: "Where are you?" 

A: "RIGHT BEHIND YOU"

10. Q:"Are you the one who whispered 'mine'?  

A: "YES"

11. Q: "Do you know my name?" 

A: "YES"

12. Q:"What is my name?" 

A: "TASHA"

-My name is Natasha, but my friends and family call me Tasha. I didn't know anyone named Ben in my life. I had no clue if this was a good spirit, but I believed that it was someone who knew me, or who was sent to protect me. I wasn't moving this on my own free will either. It was strange, I could feel someone or something pulling on the paper.

13. Q: "are you a good spirit?" 

A:"YES"

14. Q: "who sent you to protect me?"

A:"SITE"  (this can be a misspelling, but I tried to do research on who this 'site' person is, but so far i've had no luck.).

15. Q: "Who is site?" 

A:"ANGEL"

16. Q: "How long have you been with me?"

A:"3 YEARS"

17. Q: "Are you always with me?"  

A:"YES"

18. Q: "Are you in love with me?" 

A:"NO"

19. Q: "Are you going to go away once I have my baby?"

A: "NO"

20. Q: "Are you my guardian angel?"

A: "YES"

21. Q:"Do you know the sex of my baby?" 

A:"NO"

22. Q: "Are you here to just protect me and my baby?" 

A:"YES"

~~~The session ended at 2:07 AM~~~~ 

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