They taught me how to swim
Yet I am drowning
My tears unnoticable
Messing up my breathingEverything gets dark
It is death's mark
Shouldn't it be white
Like that bright lightNo light has ever shone here
Only darkness blooming my fear
There is no way out
It is over, no doubtI should be gone
I'm still living on
What is the point of it
My life doesn't fitPeople promise it will change
I don't know why they say that
When they know it is this bad
Maybe it is all in my head, strangeIt has not gotten any better
Not that it does matter
It has only been less bad
Still very sadThe current trying to take me under
What a blunder
Didn't it know I would fight
Waiting for that searchlightHead barely above water
Even though I'm the author
Maybe one day I'll be able to write
How to swim, without fright
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Mindgames
PoetryRandom poems with random topics, about feelings. I wrote another collection of poems (Color of life) and I liked writing it as it cleared my mind. With this book I will continue to do so. All reads, votes and comments are truly appreciated!