The room that's nothing but Blue

Regret

You avoid Zac throughout the week and thankfully it's now Thursday afternoon which is your last day of school for the week. You blocked Zac from everything and are ashamed of yourself.

"I was just so angry and upset" you thought to yourself. But you need to move on and try to stop thinking about it.

"I need to see her." you thought but she still hasn't responded to you so you decide that you will go to her show tonight. When you're there you see her on stage playing with her band. You dance to the music and wait for the show to end so you can meet her up front. You see her walking out with her drummer the girl you saw in her room.
"Hey Lena"
"Oh hey Valentina. I'm sorry about last night my phone is on the edge of breaking and it finally broke. I wanted to text you though"
This made you smile but also feel guilty
"Oh yeah i was wondering what was up"
As you guys walk home your conversation continues.
"So Valentina seems like you had a nice night" Lena says this as she looks down.
"What's his name?"
"It doesn't matter" you look down
"You know i was kinda hoping you were into girls when i first met you" she said
"oh. Are you?"
"Yup"
"Well that girl in your band is your girlfriend right?"
"Hahaha no she's straight trust me. Are you having problems with your boyfriend or something?"
"No he's not my boyfriend it was just a bad night you know and i don't know what i was thinking."
"Oh well yeah i understand. I'm starting to lose my love for playing music and that is really hurting me"
"well just remember why you love it in the first place" Valentina said
"I don't know there's other problems but i don't wanna talk about it right now"
"it's okay i get it. This is kinda a forward question but are you dating anyone?"
"No ive been trying to get myself together but i wouldn't mind dating someone"
"oh. Yeah i've been having a hard time with dating also."

"I think i'm gay"

this took a lot to say and especially to say tooo the girl you're falling for.

"You think?"
"Yeah" your voice gets lower
"Why?"
"Boys have always left me feeling empty and nothing but then again i've never been with a gir-"

She hugs you

She whispers
"I understand I felt the same exact way for a while. Until i met someone that changed everything for me. But she's old news but she left me with knowing who i am"

You say
"I think something like that is happening to me" You say as you stare into her blue green eyes

~Sorry for a short chapter i'll write more today!~