~Jake's POV~ I wake up to my annoying ass alarm telling me to go to school. Bitch no- I sigh and get up. Erika has been ignoring me for the past 2 fucking days. I'm sad and confused but I try not to show it. Idk if anyone knows but I have a cutting problem..it's not much but it relieves the pain. I cut last night..I do it when I'm sad or anxious. Anyways no more depressing shiz- I go to shower and once I get out I wear this:
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Bc its an actual fucking mood😌 I go to school without eating- I haven't ate ever since Erika starting ignoring me..bc there has to be something wrong with the way I look for her to just stop talking to me like that. Idk what this girl is doing to me..I haven't been like this since..Alissa. But lets not talk about that. I usually wouldn't care ab a girl leaving or ignoring me, but with Erika it's different. Okay Jake actually stop with the depressing shit now- I walk into school with my head down and go to my locker. I get my stuff for first period and head there..on my way I see Erika kissing..making out another guy, Noah (Centineo y'all😎). My heart just breaks. Why tf is this happening to me, why do I care. I almost start to cry but no. I can't let them see. Never. I finish walking to class which was all the way on the 3rd floor😤 I sit all the way in the back and put my hood up. "Jake, hood down please" the teacher says I just ignore her not putting my hood down. "Jake, now!" She says I put it down and roll my eyes. "Do NOT roll your eyes at me." The teacher says "Can you shut up? Thanks" I say in response "Detention." She says pointing at the door for me to leave "Nah." I say and go to my car. Ughhhhhh wtf is her problem I see Erika and Noah walk out of school kissing and all over each other. They go to Noah's car and drive somewhere. I sigh What does he have that I don't? Is it that he's perfect. Is he better than me? Am I too fat? Am I not attractive enough? Is it because I didn't want to have sex with her? Does she think I'm just a fuckboy..probably. I decide to text Erika even though she probably won't answer. Jake🤞🏻😕: Erika..please talk to me. Ik you probably hate me because you think I'm not good enough, which is why you're with Noah rn doing who knows what. I just need to know why? Why aren't you talking to me?.. Erika☹️❤️: stfu fuckboy🤭 Jake🤞🏻😕: so that's what I am to you..? Erika☹️❤️: yes, that's all you'll ever be to me. Bye now😂 Fml. Fml. Fml. I go home and start cutting..like too much. Everything just went black. ~Erika's POV~ I.feel.so.fucking.bad.rn. He doesn't deserve any of this. I can't tell him why I'm actually ignoring him, bc it's not good for me..he will probably cheat on me if we are dating..fuck. No..he's not like that. That's it. I need to tell him that I like him, I got Noah for a distraction but it's not working so I just told him to go home. I text him an hour later, he probably won't answer but it's worth a try..no, imma just go to his house. I put on shoes and drive to his house. Once I get there I knock on the door and no one answers. I check to see if the door is unlocked..and it is so I just walk in. "JAKE..WHERE ARE YOU" I yell No response. Ughh he probably hates me. I go up to his room and knock on his door " Jake plz let me in...we need to talk" No response. "Fine then" I walk in..and I see something I never EVER wanted to see. ————————————————————————— To be continued🤭 ————————————————————————— Sorry not sorry for the boring chapter 🙂 ————————————————————————— 703 words. ————————————————————————— bishes..follow my Instagram @angelicjakey always plug😉
