Ocean

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He stood  there. In front of him is a ocean. A deep and mysterious ocean. He stares at it until everything around him becomes dark. There nothing and no one around him just darkness. Then he see her. His  mom standing in front of him in a white long dress. He try to reach out to her but he can't. His hand goes straight through her sending shivers down his spine. Then he hears her mumble something and then the two of them were back at the ocean. The both of them didn't says a word just sat on the sand and stared at the ocean with the sound of waves crash crashing down. After awhile he turn to her but she left. She vanished. She's gone and she left him  alone. He didn't want her to leave him again. The pain was unbearable. Tears rolled down his cheeks. One after another. The feeling of her leaving again. Leaving him alone. She left him once but have to see her gone again was to much to for him.

Then there was darkness. Zenon woke up with tears rolling down his face. "The same dream again," he mumble to himself. 

"Why does this dream keep coming back?" Zenon whispered to himself. "She's home. She's safe. I have nothing to worry about. She's gonna see us preform soon enough. I'll make her proud. I promise," he says as he wipes his tear away. Zenon continues to sit on his bed for awhile until he looks at the clock. He notices that it's extremely early. It's 3 I'm the morning. He decided to get dressed in a gray shirt and black ripped jeans . After that he was extremely quiet so he wouldn't wake up the other members and he headed to the dance studio. Once he was in the dance studio he put the song home on (link) and dance his self choreographed dance to it. He could stop thinking about his mom and family back in America. Zenon  could feel that his chest was heavy but he didn't care. Slowly he feels hot tears go down his face while he dances. He didn't care . He just let them out with no care in the world at that point. Zenon put the music at just the right volume so others out side couldn't hear him crying. When the song was over another song came on ,but zenon just leaned and slide down the door and he just sat there. His vision was a bler . He was caught off guard when he heard a voice from the other side of the door. He covered his mouth so who ever was on the other side of that door couldn't hear him. "Zenon?," said the voice from the other side of the door. "Who is it?," Zenon replied in a muffled voice. " It's Dominic . ," he replied. "Oh hi hyung..," Zenon said in a quiet voice. "Hey why are you up so early?" Dominic questioned. Zenon just stayed silent. "Come one Zenon talk to me. I want to know your ok. The last time this happened you wouldn't  come out of your room for days." Dominic said with a worried tone. "I'm fine.," Zenon replied. "It's ok to talk to me. I'm hear for you. The other members are still asleep so just please talk to me. I want to know what's wrong," Dominic said sounding extremely concerned  from the other side of the door. Zenon just stayed were he was and covered his mouth so that his hyung couldn't hear him crying. "I'm hear for you. Remember that. All of us are here for you.," Dominic said as he leaned on the door. With that Zenon started to cry even harder. He knows that they're here for him ,but all the memories are unbearable for him. They  just stayed like that for about a hour. After awhile Dominic left thinking Zenon was ok ,and will return to there dorms in a little. But Zenon didn't return to the dorms only until 5. He couldn't go back and see the other members so he just continued to dance. Zenons tears slowly dried while he continued to dance after Dominic left. When he finally did return to the dorms the members were still asleep as he thought they would be. Zenon  went to his room not caring about if the members heard him. He walked in to his room ,and just sat on his bed for a little before laying down on his bed. Zenon just stared at the ceiling while listening to music. 




A/n:  Sorry if there's any mistakes! But I hoped you liked it   :)  This may seem short (because it probably is. Welp :/) but I tried my best to write a bit more hope you like it!

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