Death Trip

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I can't believe what I have done to myself . I tried many times to find my way ...but ....Jeez I turned myself into a monster , into a beast that is feeding on people's soul ! Is that what I meant to be in this life ?
I hate being in a middle of an  argument . THEY CAN NOT STOP TALKING !!! I am screaming the whole time ,but no one hear can hear me , no one ...
"Worthless , ugly , loser , drama queen , silly , stupid." They are yelling the whole time at me , they are the only  people that can hear my screaming . As if they are taking advantage . Laughing and whispering are controlling the whole place. 

My mind is going  crazy , I feel like my soul is getting out of my body , leaving  it alone with scares that are left after being attacked by them .Gosh time is winning the battle , slowly black image and blue dots covered my eyes , painful feeling is stabbing my whole body . I can't handle this  any more .It is free after all this suffering !
      This is my Death Trip ...

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