Dissociating

1~Mark

"Mark wake up!" a voice yells from the room next to mine. Groaning, I roll out of bed and stand up. I look at myself in the mirror on the back of my door. I have bags under my eyes. "Mark!!!" the voice rings out again.

I open my door with a sigh. "I'm up. What's for breakfast?" I ask.

"Really? You have some nerve. You stood me up at dinner last night. Then you didn't get home until midnight. Where in the hell were you? Because this is third time this month and last night you were supposed to meet my parents" my boyfriend yells.

"Sorry. I can't even remember anything from yesterday after lunch" I say biting my lip as I go to the fridge.

"Wow. Same excuse as last time. Let me guess. You didn't go to work after lunch either?" he huffs.

"I am telling you. I do not remember. It was one of my black out episodes. Seungri. I am sorry. I promise to make it up" I say closing the fridge and turning to face my boyfriend.

"That isn't the problem Mark. You could have shot me a text to let me know that you couldn't make it. Do you know how bad that made you look to my parents? I tried to defend you as best as I could because I do love you but I can not keep making excuses for you" Seungri says crossing his arms with a frown.

"Please. I really want this to work. Give me one more chance. I know it would be one more chance than I deserve. But I am begging you. I will get on my knees to beg if that is what you want" I plead desperately as I take one of his hands between mine.

Seungri sighs and looks away for a moment. "Fine. One last chance. I will invite my parents back over for dinner tomorrow night. If you mess this up, then we are over. No more chances. Understand?" he says looking back at me. I nod happily. I give him a quick kiss on the lips. "I love you too Mark now go get ready for work and I will whip you up something quick for breakfast" he says chuckling.

"Sir yes sir" I say before going to get ready quickly. After ten minutes, I am back in the kitchen with my suit on and my hair nicely styled. "Are you working late tonight?" I ask Seungri as I sit at the breakfast bar.

"No I am not. I actually am getting off early today since it's my best friend's birthday. Or did you forget that too?" he says sitting a plate of eggs and toast in front me.

"No. I was just thinking that you and I could go on a date tonight. Just you and I" I say putting a hand over one of his. I wore a big smile.

"Not tonight. But I promise not to stay out too late" he says with a soft smile. I quickly finish my food. I get up and kiss him on the cheek. "Have a good day at work Mark" he says.

"Will do. You have a good day too my love" I call as I leave. Once I am in my car, I check my phone's notes because sometimes my alters will put notes in my phone about what happened. Unfortunately there was nothing. I sigh and drive to work quietly. It was a nice and peaceful drive. Nothing happened and I arrive at work 10 minutes early. I step in the elevator and lean against the wall.

A woman walks in just before the doors close and gives me a wink. I give her a confused look. "You were much better than I imagined. I thought you were simply gay and not bi" she practically purrs.

My eyes go wide and I look down ashamed. Damn it. Who the hell was I last night and did I actually sleep with her? "Look. If we did something yesterday, then I am sorry. I was out of it yesterday. Maybe I drank to much or something" I say sheepishly.

"Oh it's fine. I would blame the alcohol too if you weren't so good. I don't remember ever having a guy last that long" she says. I look at her name tag and see that her name is Rose.

The elevator doors open on my floor so I bow politely before getting off and going to my desk. I sit down and put my head in my hands. "Dude what happened to you yesterday? Usually if we go out you don't drink. But after you got back from the bathroom you were getting lit. Luckily yesterday we all got off early but it was still surprising to see you that way" Taehyung, my closest coworker, says as he comes to stand by my desk.

"Tell me about it. Maybe I was stressed because I was supposed to meet Seungri's parents last night but I blacked out and apparently didn't get home till around midnight" I say with a long sigh.

"Oh wow. I bet you got an earful then" he says. I nod and he places some Aspirin on my desk with a water. "This will help" he states before leaving. I take the aspirin and log into my computer. I clock on and start the work day.

After an hour my boss, Jaebum, walks over with a new guy. "Mark. You are going to train this newbie. And no I don't care if you are hungover after yesterday" he says pulling up a chair for the newbie.

The guy has auburn brown hair and dark chocolate brown eyes. He appears Chinese and looks pretty buff despite how loose the shirt is. If I didn't have a boyfriend then I would definitely go for him. "Hello Hyung. I'm Jackson" he says with a very nice smile.

"Hello. I'm Mark. Nice to meet you" I say shaking his hand with a sweet smile of my own. Then we go straight into work. It goes by pretty quickly because he is a fast learner. Before I knew it, it was lunch time. "Where are you going for lunch?" I ask him.

"I am probably just gonna go to the McDonald's down the street" he says.

"Okay. Then you will need to go out with our department tonight since we will celebrating your first day" Mark says.

"Won't you need to go home and make things up to Seungri?" Taehyung asks as he walks up.

"No he is going out tonight with his friends. Besides I have dinner with his family tomorrow night" I state.

"Oh he must be really mad. Did you have to sleep in the doghouse when you got back last night?" Taehyung asks. I just see Jackson quietly listening to our conversation.

"I mean I woke up in bed if that's what you mean" I say shrugging. "Anyway. Tae wanna go get some kimbap?" I ask. Tae nods so the three of us make our way out of the building and then go out separate ways for lunch.

AN: Hey 👋 I hope you guys like this chapter. I am curious to what you guys think of it so far.