The emotional pain was gone but what about the physical pain? It wasn't. Life moved on. Days passed. Weeks went by. People laughed and sang, but me.... I played sports.
Weeks later, my mom was engaged and I was going to be moving. I couldn't believe it. I stayed away from all the guys so I wouldn't end up liking one. Well we all know how that ended up. My last night in New Hampshire was perfect. I got to spend the last few hours I had with family and friends!
Finally moving day came. We were packed and ready to go. My moms fiancé was so excited for us to be moving in with him! I have to admit, at first I was excited too. I wanted to start over, and moving was giving me a chance to do that! My life changed.... AGAIN....
People suddenly always started irritating me. I stopped eating. I stopped playing sports. I didn't work out anymore. I was always angry or crying. I was always bitchy. I never left my room. Getting up for school was a nightmare! I wouldn't move. I'd lay there until someone had to pull me from my bed.
I GAVE UP...
