Liar

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"don't go... please"

I didn't want you to leave me.

I wanted you to stay even if you hurt me this bad.

But I knew I couldn't handle it, if you did something to me again.

I stayed on the ground for a few minutes? Hours? Days? At this point I don't know.

But after being there for a minute the reality of the situation finally set in.

And I began to realize something.

You're a liar and you only used me to get to jimin.

You were lying when you told me you loved me.

You were lying when you told me you cared about me.

You were lying when you said you said you would've missed me.

You were lying when you said you regretted not kissing me.

You were lying when you told me you were scared of people knowing about your sexuality.

You were lying when you said you liked me for those two years.

You were lying when you said you'd always keep me near.

You were lying when you told me you were lonely.

And you were lying when you said you made it clear.

You were the one to always play the the victim when something went wrong.

Even now you did.

But despite that I still stayed .

And even now I don't want you to go.

I would beg you to stay if I could.

And I hate myself for that.

I want to hate you.

I want to be able to forget you.

But I can't.

I can't no matter how hard I try.

I want you back.

Please don't leave me.

You said you wouldn't

And yet you did.

You really are nothing but a liar.

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