as long as

at last

●Gray p.o.v●
"Natsu we are going to remove the tube in your throat," doctor green said slowly remove the breathing mask and pacing his hand on the tube "this may hurt OK Natsu, "doctor green said as he starting pulling out the tube, Natsu winced in pain a few time but tube was remove.
"Gr..."Natsu says his throat was painful. "It's is ok Natsu." Gray reassured the Pinky "we need to leave the iv line in and keep up on a smaller ventilator" doctor green said stretching the elastic fabric over Natsu head, "you can take it off at time Natsu to talk but not of long periods of time " doctor green instructed.
Both I and Natsu nodded
And green walk out. 

I was going to start a conversation with Natsu but notice he was almost asleep so I just sat by him listening to his small breath, 'oh Natsu how did I come to fall in love with you flame brain ' i was shocked with my own thought but they were right i did love the dragon slayer sines he first show me he was struggling cope with losing Igneel.

flashback

"hay Natsu can we talk I worried about you " I call out to him I need to find out what was making he upset but he won't talk to Lucy about what luck do I have but I give it a go it.

as we came to the paces that Natsu all ways use to go to after a fight at the guild ended badly, We sat under one of the willow trees the sun was hied behind a small cloud making it gloomy. natsu had not said any think sines we left the guild hall so I made the first move "look I know you to well so tell me what is wrong " I requested an answer but all I got was the most common reply of "I am fine " with a groan I feel bad for pushing for an answer but it needs to be done.

"OK...OK fine I not coping with the fact I watch Igneel get murdered in front of me... " Natsu took a small break before continuing "it never leaves me it, stair over me like I am the reason he gone " his outburst was like begging for mercy in his crawl mind.

end of flashback

after that, I hugged him and by the looks of it fell for him two... 

why did it end this way 

I was hoping to get some time on my own with Natsu but no the guild let a few people see him I can't complain their best friend and teammate just come along from a 4 mouth coma that his heart almost stop two times but, my way of coping was to sit and listsen  to the shallow breath of the life support machine it reassured me that he was still alive .

I heard a knock at the door it was lucy and happy wendy well the rest of our team, happy flew started too Natsu side "Natsu are you ok " happy pleaded. I look at the at the blue cat he had tears in the corner of his eyes, "hay happy it alright he woke up an hour ago but he seemed a little out of it so went back to sleep they said it the side effected of the medication it makes him sleepy " I explained to him  although how would they cope when they here adout "I brought him his favourite food " lucy pops up "that grate, he has not seen the hospital food yet so thanks" I replied.

Um yeah I have some exsplaing to do  🤕😁😁