so Natsu was back from surgery he had indeed flat line wich screamed me but knowing that he was still alive but stuck in a coma and what made that more annoying was that I stuck not able to do anything but watch his now on more machine keeping him alive. It hard to watch but I need to stay by him although I don't he know I here as he showing no response at all.
*the first month* (November )
doctor green had come to check his condition looking at his temperature and his head CT as well as the level of wight blood cell in his body I what to know if he would be ok I missed him his smile he carefree nature. 'places Natsu come back to me '. after almost losing him in surgery I really did realize how close to death he was an when he woke up there was a slim chance he would not be the same. he had some brain activity this told me that he was fighting to stay with me.
* the second mouth *(December )
he was showing more and more sine of brain activity although he has a few flatliners and the odd seizure now and then it was had to watch. slowly and surely he was making happy knowing he would wake up but knowing that he would struggle with day to day life was not fun in fact it haunted my picture of an immobile Natsu laying on the sofa in my house not being able to feed himself 'oh Natsu what have I done 'I thought.
it must have been a week before Christmas and the doctor came up to me and told me about a drug that could stop Natsu seizures all thought because he is a dragon slayer it would mean he may not be able to use is magic 'Igneel ' cross my mind "like no magic for the rest of his life " I ask hoping for good news about it "maybe we will know more when he wakes up" doctor green said to give the best outcome but I guess it Natsu welfare that comes first he can live like that but he can't live having to worry about having seizures on mission I could not let that happen not to him not after what he has been through.
*the 3rd mouth * (January)
it was now in the new year and for most, in our guild, new year did bring good fortune and but not for the dragon slayer he was still out cold in a coma that was slowly becoming unresponsive again not brain dead but very close but the drug was helping his seizures which were good but we still had the issues of him and his magic by they said that it was best to wait till he was up and walking arond
the 4th month (February )
natsu has made a lot of improvement but is still in the coma which is worrying but the doctor said that he will be ok so, I guess we'll all still have faith that he will be fine but it had to see him like this is killing me and I can't take it any more. I am slowly losing my mine in the quiet room with only the hum of the machines. the rest of the guild come in now and then letting take back to relaxes in the bath but I never could not till Natsu woke up and was walking around
Mira was popping in today to bring me some snakes which were a nice through but I was not that hungry I burly eating the past few months to the point I did feel dizzy and that when I would eat a small about of food but nowhere near enough to live on, I was saving but I guess Natsu would get mad at me if he found out I starve myself to keep an eye on him and really leave his side for longer than 30 mints at the most
when Mira walk in she had a little box of cookies they did look delicious and they were tempting but I said I would eat them later. I notice that she was close to tearing up so I went round to confuter her "hay Mira it ok you can cry it fine " I wisped knowing how she felt "I know gray "
Her voice was comforting and like a life line.
A/N:
Sorry this took so long I been keeping up with college and stuff but I should be back doing weekly post again over summer
Sorry for the grammar mistakes
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Фанфикafter losing some close to him Natsu world is slowly falling apart and Gray is not helping at all, with getting in to fight but finally getting too much for the poor dragon slayer with one too many fights going Natsu it only makes sense to run...
